When life is filled with laughter.

formal shot with group & booth members.

candid shot with group & booth members.

together with group members , & the combination of 2 booth members. :D

Well well , yesterday was fun and tiring day .

Volunteer for the Family Day thingy @ sentosa .

Sun was scorching hot . Drank like dontknow how many litres of water.

Running around to different booth to see what games etc.

As usual , queued up for BALLOONS whenever I seeee one .

Alright , I know I'm childish . Just young at heart right . :D

Nothing much actually , just that enjoyed myself totally yesterday.

Rest of the pictures are in fb. (:

Ohyay , tomorrow's my sister birthday .

Still thinking of how to celebrate.

Am gonna crack my brain ~

Life is definitely great, w/o you .

Oh well , tomorrow's my first test. :s siansx siansx.
HAHAHA ! but after my first test, off I go off to meet Mich with Ivy . :D
Either bowling or watching The Last Song , maybe both. Waiting for Mich to confirm with me only.
My new group simply rocks to the max. Except that annoyiny/boastful guy. Almost everyone dont likes him. servehimright !
I was the only girl in the group, and the rest 4 members is like guys ?!
So , Naz said aiya , since you the only girl , you just be guy laaaa. & I was called small boy all the way. Called him back small girl , LMAO. it's really funnnneh, to see him like what me ?! girl ?!
Was totally in our own world , halfway disturbing each other and then trying to do our work at the same time.
Was singing to like cartoon songs. Like Powerpuff Girls, Spongebob, Teletubbies.
After that, another team member let me hear the song of his phone game, which was like simply CUTE. I learnt the rythm of it already .
Presentation was hilarious , because of Naz & Yat . Both of them like , in their own world , argueing with each other.
Here comes the funniest part , Naz was standing right infront of me , making no way for me to walk over to my seat. I just lightly used my index finger and just poke his waist , & his reaction is like OOOIIIIIII , *JUMP* ! I was like , HA HA HA !
Since I'm the only one in the class who knows his weakness , I tried to threaten him with it .
& in the end , Dylan just came behind me when I'm like doing my work , which scared the hell out of me , & Naz knows my weakness and used the same trick as me. :s
There I go , okaaaay la , I dont threaten you , you also dont . We friends right ? So , I FRIEND YOU , YOU FRIEND ME , OKAY ?! PINKY WINKY CHOP !
He was like , wtf ?! In the end , he also cooperate with me luh .
Went for clinic talk for our test tomorrow , on our way we were like : OOOI , SMALL GIRL/SMALL BOY, DONT ANYHOW RUN LAAAAA.
Walked to inter together as a class , nearly crossed the road without looking out for traffic , which I nearly got knocked down by a car if my cousin didnt call me .
Naz goes : eeeeh , I think you better hold hand with your cousin la .
Me : okay loooo , *wrap my arm around hers* eeeh , small girl , you want not ? I scared you also never see the traffic laaaa . *hold out my other arm for him*
Naz : *gives the I GIVE UP face*
HA HA HA !
How funny , isn't it ?
Home with Dylan , talked about class outing all these. Yes, planning to go Sentosa after all our UTs end. Then kajiao each other luh.

Well , tomorrow will be another DOOM day . With Mani present , my life is more miserable .
Normally, I'm already get picked by 2 guy already , and these 2 already give me headache.
Another Mani , which means DIE DIE !
Somemore, he know alot of my weakness . = DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE !
awwwwww , *bury my face & call for help*
HAHAHA.

Off I go studying my test now and play my biotronic game . :D

Reminiscing back the old days.

Alright , poly life so far , is manageable . Except for the topic for programming , this really pissed me off .
Firstly , the facilitator always speaks with the accent that all of us can't understand . For example , hex , she can say till hush hush . Like wtf , how can she expect us to know what is she trying to teach us mansx.

Alright , class is fun . With the guys always having a msn conversation during guys and then talk some rubbish , laughters.
So , almost everyday passed very fast . & I remembered how I lose control when I can't control my laughter when my group was doing the presentation.
I think I got a new nickname , Uhhur girl . LOLS !
Because whenever I take down the notes for the group , after each point , I will uhhur uhhur , what ?! Like quite loud luh , so they imitate me . :s
During the presentaiton , this member , Sal , he's a very very funny person .
It was his turn to present the slide he prepared , and after presenting for awhile , he was doubtful whether the slide was his . So he just said : eh , this mine one haaar ?!
Very loud , which caused everyone to laugh luh .
So after his slide , it was my turn to present .
So , started off well . But when I think of how he said that sentence , I broke off into laughter and laugh until I nearly CRIED . forgoodness sake , halfway through my presentation , I allow this kind of thing to happen .
He was beside me at first , but after seeing me laughing until like that , the class told him to stand at the other side of the classroom .
Despite doing this , I still can't stop my laughters , because from the corner of my eye , I still can see him .
So , I have to use my both hands , and cover away my corner view , in order to present it without laughing like a madwoman.
By that time , the class had already broke into laughter . LOLS .

Now , whenever I saw him in class , I will still laugh about it.
Because , its really tooooo funny already . :DD

Anyway , tomorrow going for my cca briefing .
Friday , having a trial test run .
Sat , recycling event from 9 to 1 . *faints*
Maybe after that meeting darling . :DD

Alright , my inbox is spammed by my dear juniors . :s but I love it though .
ECP ! for one of their training , the seniors gonna go back and train , after that go ECP to cycle or play , then eat and walked around . :D
Miss my dear girls soooo much , esp the part where they are way annoying .

My brother is so lame that we're just a room apart , but yet , he's chatting with me on MSN .
mygoodness , what a lame brother I have . LOL , & my brother pyscho me to bet on football , tempted to . But in the end , he didn't allow . -___-
Fine. He insert the middle finger ! Well , I insert back toooo .
Well , both of us are lame . I know that .

Off I go fb-ing , commenting . HAHAHA !

Fatigue drowning in .

They're the light that always shines , ensuring that I'm not alone at all .

Okay , I'm so dead beat tired. Sore throat & damn flu make it even more worse for me now . s:

Alright , Jocelyn darling was right . Maybe because of the moodswing of weather.

Sometimes , hot . Sometimes , cold . Is the weather having his or her PMS ? HAHAHAHA !

& somemore, walking under the sun to school . Then once step inside the gate , all the aircon machiam freeeeee electricity like that . Keeep blow blow blow . How to dont get sick like that ?!

Well , stop ranting anyway . Sick means sick already .

Bought orange strepsils today before I entered into my class , & I treat the strepsils like my sweet. Keep eating every minute when the strepsils in my mouth either dissolved or get chewed at to small broken pieces and swallow it down to my tummy .

They : KENGLIN , CANNOT EAT LIKE THAT LEH ! OVERDOSE LIAO LAAAAA!

Me : HEHEHEHE , get used to it liao la . I eat so many times also never overdose . my immune system loves strepsils tooo ma .

& they give me the stunned look whenever they saw me from 12 strepsils slowly becoming to 6 then to 3 . LOLS . I still have another pack for tomorrow . :DD

Programming module today was HEADACHE !

We need to do different shapes and sizes and colors for the task.

Waikit sent me a file that he once do for his year 1 , its patrick but he did it in the programming with flowers design. I tell you , I FALL IN LOVE AT ONE SIGHT ! its so unique , I means , really so different from others. So CUTE ! Showed the team mates, & they were like WOW !

Starting to warm up with the people there already , actually most of them are perfect .

But I still miss 4E5 though . )':

I didnt know that today was Thursday . Time passes esp fast in poly , especially when you keep face your lappy and keep finding research for powerpoint presentation.

Then listen to the each team presentation , then to the teacher one , & jiu YAY ! Home sweeeeet home . :D

During lunch break , went to lecture room for more briefing on our course .

Went with Chinyee , Clara & Huifang .

Crapped alot in the lecture room , when the chairperson is repeating whatever she said during the FOP.

Lunch-ed , & great me accidentally close my programming window which means all the data I been keying into just disappeared in just one click at the X place . *cries*

Redo again , which eating my lunch .

Presentation was CRAP again . All team was not ready , need collate this and collate that , where got time to finish in time .

Luckily , faci give chances . :s

After school , went to the cca booth to decide what to choose .

Actually , I was being persuaded to join the CYPHER club which was specialised for the school of IT.

Because , of the CLARA loooooor , she ah , keep say join la , better than you go join other cca with no friends inside ma . *nod head*

LOLS . in the end , signed up with them and cousin . :DD

its kind of a student union , during events like next year Freshman orientation , or any CYPHER camp , they will send an email to you and if you want you just go , which can earn CE points .

But if never go , they also wont deduct your CE points .

So basically , you just go there , play around , enjoy yourself , like a madwoman . Esp with CLARA there , I think I will go crazy just by talking to her . Cos she will ding zui one can .

Okay , I'm signing off till here .

YAY ! meeting darling or darlings for dinner tomorrow . :D

Which means , pictureeees time .

Bother-less

The best damn thing in life is to know that your friends always stands by you no matter what happens .

Okay , how long did I not post my blog ?
Hah , a week I supposed .
Well , so far lessons were enjoyable . :DD
New friends were friendly , but I prefer my secondary classmates though .
Few jokers in our class , so it wont be that dead at least .

Okay , all the back rewind to Saturday .
Meet up with Jocelyn Darling to Tampines first . To get accessories .
Swenswens aftermaths . :D deliciooooous .
Trained down to Dhoby Ghaut after that , shopped for her lappy bag & her school bag .
In the end , I bought one too . A couple bag , just that its different colour only . HEHEHEH !
Next up , we will have the same handphone . AGAIN , JOCELYN IS A COPY HUMAN ! :P
Bus-ed to Bugis , headed down to Blujazz . Strawberry Margarita . :D
Shall try another drink next time I go there again . Maybe , 2 weeks later ? HAHAHA !
I know I know , I'm loving to drink nowadays . Its so SHIOKING .
& then took pictures there , gossiped as usual . Shared about our life .
Life , there's nothing that we can do . :s
Left around 9 as the place is being booked for a party from 9:30 onwards .
Were alittle insane after that , laughing like some madwoman . HAHAHA !
& trained down to Bedok & slacked . Calmed down , & left for home .

Nothing much , there's nothing interesting in my life right now .
Other than , wake up , go to school , take bus , sleep , eat , chatting with buddies @ msn , trying to webcam with each other but failed . Esp Joshua's we cant even webcam , but we can see our face on the window though . *insert annoyed face*
Then trying to see when am I free to plan for another outing with darlings or buddies .
HEH . Daddy's birthday is coming in 6 days time . :D

I LOVE MY FAMILY SUPER UBER MUCH !
I LOVE MY FRIENDS PRETTY MUCH !
They're all my pillar of strength & a pill of happiness . (:

What I want is your answer

Gastric is in pain now .
Firstly , didn't have much today for lunch .
Secondly , ate too much for dinner .
Thirdly , maybe I'm just too stressed up . Whenever I'm stressed up , I just don't feel well . :s

I think , I'm not going to bother anymore .
Because , I don't have the rights to interfere in your life .
Yes , I'm just too nosy for you .
I'll stop , from now onwards .

I just wanted to hear some answers from you .
But it seems like , I won't be able to get your answer .
Then forget it . Girl , you gotta be strong .
This is not going to be the same anymore .

Yes , I know i'm not your priority .
& you'll never be mine . Anymore .
It's too tiring to know that the more you cared , it will become a problem in the end .
& to even know that the other party doesn't bother .

Afterall , after all these turns , I realized who actually cared .
It's like a roller coaster ride .

I'll never know how to express my gratitude to those who cared .
To those who can instantly knew that something was wrong with me , & tried to cheer me up just at the moment .

I'll be alright soon .
Goodbye . This ride , I can no longer take it anymore .

& I know you do .

It's already pass midnight . *yawn*
Anyway , went to celebrate ahgong's birthday 9 hours earlier .
Watched hello baby using ahyi lappy .
Till around 6 plus , left to the restaurant venue located at changi , SIA airlines . Like LOLS .
Gave ahgong his prezzie , a massager .
12 dishes , & the portions is really huge . Normally , I will just take 1 serving for all kinds of food . Except for today , I needa take 2 or 3 .
It's really so omg alot . The food is more than enough for 10 people . :s
While eating , you can stare outside & see the aeroplane flying above your head .

Been helping brother to do some electronic thingy . I just need to put a layer of glue around the needle , & he just need to place the needle in some small black container . We just completed one set , which means he just earned his 12.50 bucks . :D
I'm gonna pester him to buy me kinder breno as my reward . Heh .

Camp from Monday to Wednesday . *faints* hope it's fun though .

Anyway , Jocelyn darling
I read your blog post . & I know your worries .
One of your greatest one , is that you're afraid that one day , we will not be as close as we used to be .
& seriously , you this stupid silly girl . Hah , *point at you & talk sense into you *
I'll never let these happen , to US . (:

I'm not a fool to let go of one of my best precious thing .
Poly starting , & actually , there should be an outing for us before school life starts again .
& this new school life is a new beginning .
We will not be able to see each other in school , or even having the same class . ):
But this doesn't means that I will 喜新厌旧 .

You never know how Rowena & you meant to me .
It's like , this bond will never be broken . Threesomes always .
& of course , in all friendships , there will tend to be a quarrel among each of us .
But in the end , it's still fine .

The best damn thing is that , you will always be with me no matter what happens .
Although you're not there by me , but you know , you're always emotionally there .
Because , I know that you cared for all single little small things that happened to me .
It's like , no matter what happen to me , you see that as a major problem .
I'm truly lucky to have you as my friend , girl .
Cos you never fail to be there .
Remember those tough periods I got , you was the one who pulled me out . Who never fails to lend me your ear for me to rant , your shoulder for me to lean on & cry for all I want .
You were always there , asking me out . Cheering me up , texting & showing all your concern through texts .

How will I able to break this friendship of ours ? Silly girl . (:
I'll always be there too . We still can meet up during weekends , or have dinner together every Friday .
There's definitely a chance for us to meet .
& I know how much you missed me . This really touched me .
Hah , I missed you , & am still missing you . (:

All the best in your poly life .
I'll always be your friend , forever .

Tears is all I left .

I'm done with clearing my thoughts .
I'm done with crying like a big idiot .
I'm done with everything that upsets me .
It's all done , just left with a answer .

Okay , my eyes are red , puffy .
My nose is blocked . Waiting for it to be unblocked , so that I could get my sleep .
crying really does helped though . Helped me getting tired . :s
Although it's not as if I'm not tired enough .
I'm both emotionally & physically .

I'm on my own now . I'm gonna be strong .

& lastly , I miss my super Rowena darling , & not missing out my lovely Jocelyn darling .
I'm missing both of you like crazy .

Bye .

GENTING TRIP

COUSIEEE & ME ! :DD

Well , shall not elaborate much on my trip .
I only can say that , long bus rides bore me out .
The moment I step into the coach , straight away , listen to my songs & off I lay there asleeep .
6 hours bus ride to Genting . *faints*

Day 1 :
Reached Genting around 1 plus . Lunch-ed , check-ed in .
Shopped around .
Buffet for dinneeer . foooood was delicious , appetite was GREAT !
Fall asleep at 11 plus . :s

Day 2 :
Woke up at 8 plus .
Buffet for breakfast . not much choices of foood .
Buy ticket for bus ride down to KL . Journey : 1 hour ++
Buy ticket for monorail . trained down to some part of KL .
Lunched at one shopping mall .
Bought chocolates , biscuits , cardholder for brother ( he wanted one long ago ) .
Shopped around till 5 plus , back to Genting .
Put all our shopping stuff at hotel , walked outside for dinner .
Misty , & coooooling . :D

Day 3 :
Aunt went casino while we were sleeping .
Packed all our stuff , checked out . & lunched at Mac.
Went around shopping for some small souvenirs .
Didnt bought much , cos nothing appeals . :x
Took the coach , with TV & GAME ! the previous one , the bus driver didnt on it for us .
So , watched one movie . Played SUPER MARIO !
Continue to sleeeeep again .
Bought fooods at a stop . For papa esp , & the rest for relative .
Reached Singapore around 8 plus 9 .
Dinner-ed . Cabb-ed back down to Aunt house .

& now I'm back home . Took a nap from 12 plus till 4 plus .
In between , woke up a few times to reply my msg . :s
Sorreh R darling , cant pei you go Tamp starhub today . Meeeet up sooon . (:
Just finished uploading all the pictures @ FB .
Feeling a little tired as usual .
I AM SUPER NOT USED TO SINGAPORE TEMP ! :x
Slowly get used to it then . LOLS !
off I go playing my FB game . :D

:D

Okay , I'm here to blog for a while before I left for my aunt house & my trip to genting . :D
Friday & Saturday was spent with none other my Rowena darling .
Summarize for friday :
Suntec city - watched Diary of the Wimpy Kid - bought ice cream @ Marvellous - City hall - darling treat dinner - japanese buffet - damn full after that - trained back home .

Summarize for Sat :
went rowena home first - walked to Kampong Chai Chee for K - sang from 2 all the way to 6 plus - ahma's home for dinner .

Pictures are all in FB .
I packed all my stuff in my bag already .
Passport , chargers , itouch , camera , phone . CHECKED ! :D
Jacket , shirts , shorts , jeans . CHECKED ! :D
In the moooood of travelling already .
But but , this means that , I'll miss everyone . ):

I'll definitely miss dearest , darlings , sister , papa & mama .
& my piglet , pooh & pink panther . )':

Waiting for my aunt to come over & fetch me .
Will back to blog by wednesday or thursday . With pictures definitely .

<3 !

Define LOVE

When we love , we do not seek on our own interests .

Rather we think in the interests of the ones we love .

So whenever we love , it hurts .

But love is a stage of calmness , maturity , not an impulse .

It protects us from being hurt .

Raining seasons for the past few days , there goes my plan of going to ecp for cycling .

But right now , there's sun out there . :s

Slept till 1 plus today , & finally willing to wake up .

Super uber bored these few days . I want many many outings before I starts school .

Received a msg from R , & was so happy for her .

Last long , darling . (: OKAY ! I GOT FOOLED BY HER ! D:

These few days have been life-less .

Firstly , was because I'm way toooooo bored .

Secondly , too much things happened .

Thirdly , I dont have the intention to liven up my moood .

Okay , I've got tricked by KENGHAO .

HAPPY APRIL FOOL . pfffffft , how I wanna take his head and bang already .

Anyway , I miss chinese lesson so much that I wanna find someone who's willing to chat with me on msn using chinese . CAN?!

I miss writing chinese words on paper or my workbook . ):

I wanna go back to secondary 3 or 4 life .

Lastly , I miss studying .

I miss wearing my school uniform .

I'm wondering , if things are too hard for me , or us to continue .

Isnt it hinting us something or giving us a red signal ?

Sighs .

Its time to slowly pack up all my stuff into my bag already .

If not , I dont think I have the time to do so .

I'm half officially moving over to my aunt house .

Because , this owner doesnt like to travel so much .

& if lesson starts in the morning , this means that this owner gotta wake up early .

I DONT LIKE LACKING OF SLEEEEP !

So , I'm gonna stay at my aunt house when school or lessons are early for me .

But , I'll be coming back to my orginal home if my time table permits me to .

Dont miss me . :D esp darlings . HAH , when I'm at bedok I'll give both of you a call for a meetup .

& maybe a brand new place , means a brand new start afterall ( if things really changed ) .

Okay , off I go watching show . (:

Month ahead

It's the first day of April . & it's April fool day .
Not in the moood of tricking other people into these .
Well , I'll definitely miss secondary school life though . When the first thing you stepped into the school or saw people who you knew , & they already used their tricks on you without knowing .
Like , hey ! You dropped your money , there's an insect behind you , & many more .
Because , I'm always the one who fall for their tricks .
Especially the insect part . :s last time , I'll always fall for their tricks was because I didn't know that that particular day was April fool day .
But this year I'm wiser , I remembered . (:
so what if I remembered , because I can't use this tricks on anyone .

It's April already . Ohmygoooooood .
Which means poly life is going to start soon .
After around 4 months of relaxing , or not touching any books for tests whatever .
We're going to start our next 3 years of study life .
Anyway , bye march . & hi , April . (:

I'm done with my post .
Simply , I don't even feel like blogging actually .
Firstly , I can't fall asleep .
Secondly , I just simply got nothing to do so I choose to blog .

Okay , off I go & continue staring at my wall till I'm sleepy to sleep .

Ain't perfect

If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand.


Alright , I'm officially out of work since yesterday ?
Actually , I was supposed to work till 6 yesterday .
But I'm just too angry about the matter so I just left at 1 once the another staff came .
I know I know , bad attitude . But , I've been tolerating since the last incident happened . Alright .
It's not as if I wanted things to happen like that . :s

So , girls won the match against Chung Cheng . Heard from Jocelyn as I went to meet her straight after my work .
Went changi airport cos I just feel like suddenly going there , & dear darling , she knew what I was thinking what to eat there . & it was popeyes .
After having our late lunch , she trained to meet her sisters . Whereas , I went to tamp to find my sister .
Hah , went into the storeroom , & there we goes cursing at the phillipino . Both of us really can't tolerate her nonsense anymore .
After that , had a quick chat . Okay , regretted changing my phone to blackberry . ):
Left around 7 & bused home .

Today , slept till 12 plus when I heard someone calling my name . LOLS .
It was my aunt , she came down as she's going for her checkup at the polyclinic just downstairs .
So , still was in a dreamy situation . :x
Aunt told me about the travel plans . Right now , I'm just waiting to take my passport .
It's confirm that either we will go genting for 3 days . Or batam for 2 days . OR , going both places like go batam first , then next we go genting . Which means 5 days . I was like , huh ?! Crazy ah . LOLS !
& my mum told me that i die die must come back by the 9 , if not , latest by 10 , in the morning .
Cos at night , we will be going out to celebrate ahgong's birthday .
Have lunch with aunt , then she went for her medical checkup & I went home .

Used computer , read online novel . :DD nice nice .
Then suddenly splitting headache till I can't take it anymore that I took a panadol & went for a nap .
Woke up at around 7 plus , felt better . Although , it still hurts for abit & feels like vomitting though . :s

Feeels like going for a jog at ecp or cycling .
Wants to enjoy my holiday before poly starts . LOLS !
I'm off to eat my grapes already . I love grapes ! :D

Maybe , I'll never meant to be .

Okay , i've got enough of it already .
That stupid phillipino really sucks .
I've made up my mind . I'm leaving work tomorrow right after the next staff comes for afternoon shift .
I'll don't care what she's gonna say cause it was her who told me that I can leave earlier .

Then , right after I leave I'm gonna find my Jocelyn darling .
Gonna rant at her about that stupid philippino .

& seriously , maybe blogging can kills .
So , maybe I shouldn't blog too much about my life .
I shouldn't post about how boring or how fun I spend my day .
I should only blog when I feels like ranting . Right ?

Sometimes , too much info doesn't do you good . Right ?

It sucks now , totally to the max .

& my stupid phone died on me while I'm on the phone with Jocelyn .
Shityou . Throw you down then you know .
I feel like smashing some electronic devices .


Maybe . Maybe . Maybe .
There's alot of maybe & if for us to wonder .
But , other than wondering , what more can we do ?

RAAAAAAAH !

I'm so fuck up now .
Supposedly my ivy sister should be coming down to vivo tomorrow to work with me .
Yet , because of that stupid phillipino , she can't .
Who does she thinks she is ?!
She only knows how to complain & backstabbing people at the back .
You can't even yawn , lean against something or slouch , if not she will keep nagging at your ears .

So what if I'm good friend with the colleague ?
It doesn't means that we're not going to do sales or work la .
It's true that we will talk , but it's not like we will talk till customer comes in & yet ignore their presence right ?!
She really sucks , to the core .
Stupid bitch .

Can't stand this job anymore , even my salary they can even count wrong.
Luckily tomorrow last day .
Shithole . I'm not going to tolerate anymore .
Fuck those people . Damnyou .

Meet up .

Just got back home . Lazy to on the tv everything , so just sat down and blog .
Went to school with Joshua to take testimonial , supposed to meet at 10:30 , but was late .
Didn't even realized that he was just behind me until I turned around & saw him . :s
He's a nice soul to accompany me back even when he took his already .
Wanted to find mrs quek for a chit chat session , but sadly , she said that she's busy .
Bused to tamp . Lunch @ BBQ chicken , & Joshua treated me . (: thanks , brother . I owe you one .
Then went to buy tickets for 'how to train your dragon' 3D , nice movie .
& the dragon is soooooooooooo cute ~
Went to open area , cause he wanted to smoke . :s
Bought bbt , waited for Nick & benson arrival .
They ate @ say cheeze , sat down with them & heard of many stupid and funny things .
They left cos they're going to bugis , Josh and I decided to go back to school there & slack .
Sadly , Roy couldn't join us .
Sat down there , talked about craps until 6:30 & left .

Oohhhhhhooooo , I saw Cheukhin at my house bus stop ! :D
He sent his girlf back home luh . LOLS . No wonder I find that person so familiar .

Tomorrow will be my last day of work & I'm officially free .
I can enjoy my life already till poly life starts . :D
& the best thing is that my ivy sister is coming down to vivo & work with me !!!!!!
Omg !! Can't wait for tomorrow . :DD

& thanks Josh brother , for being such a kind soul . (:
Meeeeet up soooon again , by the time we meet again , you will not be a smoker anymore cos you promised .

Off to have a nice bath . (:

10 years .

I can't fall asleep . ): sad , tomorrow's working morning shift , if I don't get my sleep now , tomorrow will be a worst day .

Caught Brilliante III yesterday with dearest & my darlings . (:
Woke up around 8plus & went down to lavender to renew my passport along with my mum .
Trained back to bedok , bought some food to ahma house . Left around 12 plus .
Reached home - prepared - meet dearest .
Trained to city hall , long john-ed & walked around .
Trained to tampines to meet darlings for dinner at Ajisen .
Cabbed to school & went to hall to wait for the start of the concert .
They said they rent air conditioner , like no use ? No difference without renting it anyway .
I can sleeep , like seriously . :s
End around 9 plus & home sweet home.

Today , slept till 11 plus but still don't feel like waking up .
Went down to pray . Emotions overwhelmed me . Like seriously , I feel like crying once I stepped out of the place .

I never saw my grandfather once , cos he passed way before since I was born .
So , I don't feel the bond there , I can only know him through my daddy .
However , the moment I saw my uncle , I then realized , it's been that long .
10 years , it's been 10 years since you left .
10 years ago , I'm just 6 . A little girl who knew nothing about life & death .

I still remembered , when I was young , every sat , I often pestered my daddy to bring me down to the west area just to find my uncle , aunt & cousins .
That time , cousins & I doesn't know how to cycle . I still remembered how he taught us one by one .
I still remembered , he hold onto the back of the bike & keep on telling me to peddle till he loosens his hand .
I still remembered , he'll always brought us to swensens for ice cream treats .
I still remembered we went to Indonesia once , where we had lots of funs .
I still remembered how often my brother & I will run to their house for a stayover .

10 years ago , it was a happy beginning to start with it .
It should end with a happy ending , yet it's not .
A trip to zoo , end up a trip to the hospital .
4 kids , sitting at the benches , waiting silently .
Adults , pacing up & down , whispering to each other .
Relatives slowly filed in , came by & gave encouragement .
I still remembered , how I hold on to my cousin hand , her expression gave it all out - fear .
Whereas , my little cousin , at the age of 3 , what did he know ? He doesn't even knows that his dad is leaving him .
He just sat there , innocently , looking at the people around him .
The last time I saw him alive , was that day when I took a last look at him , with needles & machines all over him .

10 years , time passed so fast that I didn't realized he's gone for 10 years .
If I didn't look back at our photo albums , if I didn't take a clear look of his picture today , I would definitely forgotten how he looked like .
I had my parents with me more than 10 years .
Yet , my cousins only had 7 years & 3 years respectively with their daddy .

Uncle , I missed you so much . ):

孤独万岁，失恋无罪

Saw those chinese words ?
It's the lyrics from one of the A-Lin songs, her songs is superb .
My itouch is playing her song now . :D

Off day , went out with cousin & aunt .
Somerset first , walked around doing nothing , just plain talking .
Cousin going to Egypt soon , I was like , huh ?!
She asked if I wanna go with her & her friends , I was like no thanks . :s
She wants to sit on the camel . -.-
Ang Mo Kio next , went for manicure , since aunt signed up for the package a time ago .
Sat there till want to die . & aunt went to sign for another package again .
Dinner , was chatting about travel plans .
They wanna go to hong kong or Taiwan next week , but my passport not yet renew . /:
If not , they wanna go Malaysia . Was wondering where they actually plan to go .

They : you confirm 100% want go ma ?
I : I 100% in my heart wanna go la , but I also need get my parents 100% first .

& they agree with me about that .
Bought pink panther from mini tooooons ~
Dalang ~ :DD
Took bus 25 home , & I tell you the bus driver take his own sweet time to drive until I wanna sleep already .
Talking about bus driver , I met a kind soul this noon .
Board the bus from my house to the next stop which was bedok inter .
But sadly , when I tap my card , the reader said pay cash .
I turned around , preparing to alight & go back home to take my coins , when the door closed .
I looked at the driver & told him I got no coins with him .
When he knew that I'm alighting at inter , he just nod his head & let me have a free ride .
Thank-ed him , it's been such a long time since I met a good soul driver . (:

Discussed the travel trip with parents just now , I don't know what was their reactions .
Cos they just said , if you wanna go , then you need to fill up the form to renew my passport already .
So I just , orh.

My daddy hate the song of Nobody .
Like LOLS ! Mum told me that my dad thinks the song is full of vulgarities !
So my mum purposely asked me to put the song in her phone & set as her ring tone & alarm clock .
Imagine , my dad had to hear the song every morning , or even the chances of hearing it when they're out if someone phoned my mum .
How cute can he be . :D


Anyway , I supposed it's back to normal already . *sigh of relieve*

Morning shift tomorrow @ vivo :( gotta wake up early .
But time passes esp fast when working morning shift .
Friday , off day . Which means outing with dearest , then back to school for brilliante .
Saturday , off day again to pray my grandpa death anniversary .

Time to sleep , there's a new comer on my bed from now on . It's pink panther .
Piglet & pink panther will make a good friend , cos they're both pink in colour ! :D
Gooodnight peeps (:

Breakdown

I need to have a good sleep , torturing myself by lacking of sleep these few days .

Your words stings .
It hurts so much to even think of it .
How much more can I go on , do you have any idea ?

I'm fine , yes , I'm all along fine with it .
Around 2 to 3 more weeks to poly life .
Yes , then your mind won't be occupied by too many rubbish or stupid nonsense .
You'll get along with it , sooon . ( hope so )

It's so tiring already .
Even though I wanna to keep it going , will you even allow to ?
Or , is it me that could allow myself to cross over this barrier ?
Maybe it's my problem , maybe it's not .
But , your words are too harsh already .

Trust not there , everything's not in places .
How many more days , or months , can I or we fix it back ?
Suffocating , the thoughts are already killing my brain .
It make it even harder .

Drink drink drink drink ~
I neeeeeeeeed 1 drinking session , again .
It's time to meet up with my great buddies already ( Roy , Joshua , Jeremy , cheuk hin even )
Missed out the class chalet the other time , this goes my chance of meeting them .
& the stupid first 2 buddies listed have been pestering me , to meet up . Because , they're bored .
I wanna take their head & bang against the wall already . Stupid buddies .

Sleep already , kenglin .
Your immune system gonna spoil if you continue this way man .
Oh , going out with cousin & aunt tomorrow . Wheeeeee ~
Let's get your beauty sleep .

原来，真的没有什么东西，完美得值得我们用生命去坚持。

It ain't perfect.

Time check , 12:10 AM
I'm supposed to sleep alr , or at least in my lala land , as what I told or promised .
No , I'm just mentally tired . But not physically tired .
I'm not supposed to drop a single tear , but I am right now .
Kenglin , why can't you just be fucking strong ?!
Why are you like a stupid , fucking little woman who cries at night .
It's not worth it , can't you see it through ?!

I miss my darlings . )':
I miss their hugs & consoles .
I miss the time when they will use all sorts of method to make me smile.
I miss whining to them , I miss them .

Anyone wanna bring me out for a screaming session ?

So mentally tired , that I don't know what to do already .
Darlings , please see this . Organize 1 outing before all of us are busying with poly life .

It's not your fault , girl .
This isn't what you want .
You ain't perfect , you got your own flaws.
You can't blame this for happening .
You tried , yes . I tried .

Jocelyn darling , blujazz soon . Just the 2 of us or 3 of us .
I miss the calming music there , I miss the friendly waitress who always had a smile on her face .
I miss the dark surroundings , & I miss the silence , except for our chit chatting noises.

I need sleeping pills , to calm me down , and to let me fall asleep asap .

手指不会动了，眼泪不会流了，时间不会走了。

Wondering WHY

It's been quite a time since I last blogged.
Life now , are just like a daily routine.
Wake up , work , home , & bed time then back to the square .
Time check : 2:17 AM , yes , I'm supposed to be sleeping or in my lala land already .

Problems , back to the square one . I supposed .
Maybe , I'm just a paranoid person . But , it's not something I wished to be one .
Like what friends said , one can help his/her friends when they met with troubles .
But when one met his/her own one , one can't help himself/herself that much.
It's true though , I've been giving advice , everything I could help for my beloved friends , for people who meant something to me .
But , when I'm down with problems , it's hard for me to even find a way out for myself . Like , HAH !
Ohmansx , I don't think I deserved this treatment , by torturing my sleep time .

Met up with Jocelyn last week for outing . IT fair , BluJazz .
It felt better , or I felt calmer , when I'm around somewhere where it's quiet , calm & with soothing music .
Nothing makes it even better than that .
Song listening to now : Nobody - Wonder Girls
It's like , all the recent songs I heard of was of a slower rythm , suddenly change to a pop one , it scared me .

Work was alright . Transferred to raffles city , new environment again .
I went to all the outlets of Jwest already , left with department stores . Are they going to transfer me to there , then ?
Sometimes , it sucks . To wondering why are they transferring you to & fro then . Annoying .
It's like , everytime , I'm used to a new environment , within weeks , I'm being transferred to a new one .
New shoes , new arrangements , new counter . I felt , uneasy . Or even , clumsy .
Sometimes , i wonder what are the heads thinking man . They really like to mess up their staff schedule . Duty roster is also in a mess .
& also , everytime being transferred . It meant , new faces . Not the ones you used to face .
But the staff there are friendly , like seriously . It just takes only 1 day to warm up with them . (:

I missed working at tamp1 though . Even if I worked there now , my favourite or best sisters won't be there anymore .
F.nee sister got transferred to department store @ taka . My favourite ivy sister just started her school , busying studying to get her master cert .
It takes 1 week to warm up with them , to be that close to them .
It only takes the heads 1 day , to decide for separating us . ):
I still remember the times when I was working alone , the familiar storeroom at tamp1 , the familiar counter .
I can imagine how the 3 of us used to work together . Talking away , eating snacks away , talked about shows , listened to scary stories .
& even the time when i was being forced to watch 1 short scary show , I still remember how I clung to the shelfs & half crying & shouting that I don't wanna watch it . & their reactions , which was to laugh at me and teased me .
I remembered how i was being forced by them to sit on the chair , so that they can play with my hair , & doll me up with their accessories / make-up .
I still remember what was our last farewell meal , a good one though . Popeyes , we sat in the storeroom , enjoying for the last moment that we can eat together .
This is life , things that you can't control , because you don't have the power to stop it or letting it happen .

Working @ raffles isn't bad , but my mood was worst .
Because all I can see , was customers , & shoes ,
I'm so used to standing opposite Dorothy Perkins , looking at the clothes or shorts they have , & discussing which one was nicer .
Now , Dorothy Perkins was replaced by Topshop , which I can see nothing . Even if I saw something , who else can I call to & discuss with ?
I'm so used to having my seat being shared with someone while eating lunch or dinner .
But now , the seat is just mine , alone .
I'm so used to having someone to talk to while eating , but now , it became a communication between texts , caring for one another through messages .
Looking back , I realized how much fun they brought to me , how much memorable memories we once had . At least , we knew that , there's these sisterhood bond in us .
I missed taking bus rides , but not mrt rides .

Maybe , this is how work life is supposed to be .
But , how saddening it can be , to know that , each of us went a separate ways , working at different counters .

As for family , how sad . I always off on weekdays , not on weekends . Family outing , nah .
I'm so used to how life was when I'm still schooling , after school , back home . Dinner will be well prepared by mummy , & then family dinner .
I think , it's been months since I last sat down together with my family , for just a simple meal .
In the past , I'll always wished I could have more times to go out & enjoy .
But now , how I really truly wished , I could have more time for my family . ):
I still remembered how i was touched to tears , when my mummy reminded me that she will leave one bowl of soup for me after my work .
Whenever I'm home , there'll always be one bowl of hot soup , waiting for me . While my parents were fast asleep .
Before work , mummy always whipped up healthy & delicious food for me .
I asked her one time , why did you cook so much , I can't possibly finish it all up by myself .
She said , because I don't know what food you're eating outside , so I cooked more healthy food for you to fill up your stomach so you won't feel hungry .
It's fortunate , to know that , my parents have always been giving me the silence support whenever I needed .
The greatest wealth of one is to know that , you love them , & they love you back too. Isn't it true ?
I realized the weakness of life , you never know when your loved ones will leave you .
& when they're gone , it's all too late to regret & feel remorse over it . It can't turn the reality , though .

Enough of all these crappy stuff , but what I said , is all what I'm feeling now , deep felt emotions all whelming up in me .
Hah , I think it's time for a self-reflection for me .
I never had my own thinking , nor how I want to change for the better , for 2010 .
I just want the year to pass like a normal year .
But sometimes , the things you wished for , will never come true . Unless you put in your effort , & make it a real one. That should be the most rewarding gifts you ever had .
So , it's not too late for me to reflect on myself . Yes , kenglin , make the year of 2010 a happy one for you , make no regrets , make your life shine like a shining star .
Polished yourself , to be a better person . (:

Okay well , back to topic . It's my off day yesterday , it's already past 12 midnight when I post this .
So , orchard with none other than my lovely sister .
Fruitful shopping trip though . (:
Swensens for lunch , & I almost slipped and fall when I half hopped to the seat where the waitress lead to.
Luckily , my reaction was fast enough . Knowing that I'm gonna slip soon , I quickly rush to the seat , no , run , & plopped myself on it .
I think , i frightened the waitress , cos she was like aaaaaaah , be careful . & I heard sister shrieked behind me .
But once we settled down , we were laughing all the way . Embarassed like mad .
We got so much to say that we sat from 2 plus to 4 plus , which was like 2 hours there enjoying out food & chatting about how life been .
Mango aftermath , bought one tank top & 1 long sleeve checked shirt . Love at first sight . HAH ! Sister bought 2 tank tops .
Then , bought short & one polka dolt shirt @ Pull & Bear .
Another simple shirt @ ZARA . Like wheeeeeeets ~ it's been so long since I went for a shopping spree . Happy to the max ! :D
Went for a lookout for flats , because she wanted to buy . But in the end , none of the flats we saw caught her interest .
But , we got the same amount of things . 1 shorts & 4 shirts . :D
Dine in @ Xin Wang hong kong cafe . Laughed crazy cos I used some stupid phrases or words that make her laughed like mad .
Then , bused back home . Taking pictures with sister is a tough job , cos she will keep move around , if not , both our hair got holes . /:
& in the end she said she coming down to raffles on Sunday just to find me for dinner & to take more pictures . Like LOLS !
But I totally love the idea of it . :DD

Alright , it's time I should get some sleep . Time check : 3:28 AM .
Like wooooots , alright , reflection done , so yes , I felt much more lighter & calmer after all this declaration . Lols !

有时，失去并不是件坏事。
因为失去，才懂得珍惜。
最后，就不会再犯同样的错误。(:

Something's wrong

I dream , I dreamt . Of all sorts of rubbish .
Since I knew that it was all rubbish from the start , then what am I fretting about ?
I know , I knew . That those thoughts shouldn't be in my mind .
Then why is it no matter how hard I tried to shake it off , it just doesn't want to get out my mind then ?
Oh why , why , WHY ?
Perhaps , I'm just thinking too much . But it's not too much , it's way way way way tooooo much .
Arrrrgh , I hate it . I loathe it . Sucks ? Yes , I definitely sucks . Right from the start .
I'm just wondering , what's your motive , your intention . Or , what you're hinting at . Damnit !
No use fretting , cos it's not worth it at all.

Something was wrong - more wrong than it already was .

ECP with dearest & dinner with lovelies ~

Ecp with dearest first , but lost my way on the way there .
Alight at the wrong bus stop everything , phoned darlings or help . Hah !
In the end managed to find my way there though . I screamed through the phone when I finally saw the underground pass . /:
Hated it when I needa walk alone through the underground tunnel . The first thing that came to my mind was , will there be someone holding an umbrella or some wierd stuffs happening in there .
So , just walked quickly through it . Lunch @ macs , watching soccer through the tv there . Tooo many handsome guys already , I'm practically glueing the tv all the way . Jealous , dearest ? ;D
After that , rent bike while he rollerblade . Left knee a little pain , exert too much strength alr .
First , the gear got some problem . Even when I wanna adjust it also cannot .
Secondly , the wind there is so strong that I'm like fighting against the wind . Can die ~
On the way cycling back , there's this young little girl kept crying when she's like cycling . So I was like wondering what happened luh , what
makes her cry until so jialat , you know .
According to dearest , the girl was tired so she doesn't want to cycle anymore , but her mummy was still cycling uh .
No wonder the mum keep tell her to keep on peddling . Hah , what a cute girl ! (:
Returned back the bike , while he went to continue training his rollerblading skills . Lols !
Take a rest @ burger king , then went to the beach there & enjoy the breeze .
Hah , dearest just loves to snap pictures at unknown strangers . LOLS ! :s

Went back home after that , underground tunnel still a horror even when there's someone with me .
Bathed everything , meet my two lovely ladies & had dinner @ Ajisen .
Such a long time since we three sat down together & have a meal together . Enjoyed it , gossips around . Talked about work & almost everything (:
Slacked , & home sweet home . :D
Today's outing was just simply awesome !!!!! ;D
more outings soooooooooon ~

Lies hidden beneath masks .

Time check : 1:35 am
Most of the time , I'll be already sleeping soundly , kicking my blanket down the bed .
Two hours ago , I'm complaining tired .
Two hours from then , I'm lying on my bed . Piglet staring at me innocently . Everyone should be asleep , except for me .
Something is bothering me , but I'm clueless about what is that actually . :s

Work seems fine , customers not giving me any problems . All were friendly , all had smile on their faces . Encouraging though , to encourage me to work even harder . Serving such customers brings me happiness .
But on the other side , work seems not fine . Because , I'm running between 2 , no , is 3 places this week . Tampines , to millenia walk , to vivo , then to millenia walk , & back to tampines on weekends .
Another reason is that , I can't , I will never ever tolerate the silence . Without big sister there with me to play & chat along with me , the silence is just too intolerable for me to take . I need to blast the music , I need to sing along with the songs . I need to check my phone from time to time to check if there's any text . I need to bring along a book , to kill away the boredom & the silence .
It bothers me whenever I realized that the music has stops , the shop just feels so lonely , & I'll feel the same way like how the shop feels . Lonely & more lonely .
It's so sad , no , pathetic even , to know that my life hat consist of work , home , work and home . Where's my youth ? Where's all those fun that's awaiting for me ?
Upset right now , for I couldn't attend the class bbq . I just missed my secondary school friends , I just wanna know how've they been thus few months . Stupid job , I hate you now ! Because of you , I've gotta sacrifice my class gathering . Damn you , stupid stupid job !

What's up next ? I've got no idea .
I just wanna keep on ranting and ranting , until I got sick if it .
I ........... just .......... feeels .......... like .......... DRINKING . :s
First time ever , I wanna go buy those liquors & get myself drunk .

Nothing seems to perk me up right now . Not even the mention of Show name , not even my favourite Jungmin .
What keeps me going these few days , was the continuous reading of new moon .
Ohhey , Jacob , your unrequited love towards Bella .
Your sacrifices for her , just to make sure that she's alright and in one piece ,
Edward , I hate you . /: for hurting Bella , for the pain that you caused her everytine she dreamt of you or when your name was mention .
But why , oh why , tell me why , why Bella & Edward still got back together ?
Unfair , these is totally unfair ! Jacob , then , what's going to happen to him ? What did he get in the end ?
Aaaaaaaaah , I should stop all these stupid nonsense . What's wrong with me ?
But , it's always so touching when it comes to Jacob part , when I know that if I continue reading I'll be sobbing , but I just wants to continue & continue .
Romance , why is it so hard to tackle ? Why , oh please , tell me why .

Wake up , you silly girl ! Yes yes , I should pull myself back to reality . There's no vampires nor werewolf existing in this world .
I miss schoool . Even though I hate it when I gotta pull myself out of my bed , & dragged myself to school , & when lessons always end late .
I miss my classmates , even though when there's misunderstanding . But they never fails to be there when you need a listening ear .
I miss my maths group , cheuk hin , Jeremy , decong , daryl & Joshua . Those stupid jokes , & always getting chased out of class because they caught talking in class .
I miss art lessons , when everyone will run everywhere & anywhere just to get a peep of what others were drawing . Esp when there's bee that flew in , where the girls were busy screaming their head off , searching of something to protect from getting a bee sting .
I miss recess & lunch breaks . Because it's time when I meet up with my darlings to talk & gossip around . I miss getting nagged by them , I muss those stupid faces they gave me when I said or do something wrong . I miss how we laughed our head off over small jokes , or even when we were teasing one another .
I miss basketball trainings , I miss shouting the basketball cheers , I miss running around , I miss the times when we used towel to smack at each other . I miss playing match with the usual ones . I miss cheering each other on , or giving a pat on the back to concern about one another . Lastly , I miss the coach who always got fooled by us .
I miss the teachers , I miss the drink store always so cheerful auntie .
I miss studying session with Rowena at school . Always promised to say that we'll study , but in the end , we sat there gossiping & touring around the school .
I miss my uniform , my books , my bag , & my beautiful seat near the window .
Ohman , I miss school , damn damn lot .

Enough enough , that's all past . Yes , it's all past ): how sad .

I need a screaming session , yes . There's like something bottling up in me .
I need sleeping pills , to let me fall asleep .
I miss my big sister , so that she can give me advice in what to do next .
I miss Rowena , for it's been so long since we last went out . Outing as promised , it'll be soon .

Oh my , my dear boy , I need you right now , after all those mess .
I want you to lock your fingers to mine , & not let go .
I want you to always play with my hair , & say that you're jealous of my long hair .
I like to hear you say , eh , you eat very slow eh .
And many more , I need a hug now , yes now . You promised .
Dear boy , yes yes , you know what I wanna say . Imissyou .

Lock your eyes to mine , & say you love me .

Outing with LOVE .

Just came back from Marina Square with Dearest . :DD
Trained down to City hall & had lunch at Waraku . Walked around before heading to the theatre to get our tickets for the spy next door .
Movie was great , funny uh .
City link , shared ice cream with dearest . Heh , then trained back home .
Had a great time with dearest , even though these few days things wasnt going right .
But meeeting up with dearest is the best choice ever . :D

Off I go watching my show alr . Loves (:

My LOVE ! ;D

Guess who I saw today while at work ?
Heh , it's none other than my beloved DEAREST ! :DD
I'll continue when I got onto this part .

Almost late for work today , cos I woke up 40min late /:
Rushed throughout the whole morning , able to get there on time .
Then , the trainee came , taught her what to do everything .
Sister bought breakfast for me ! (: kind soul isn't she ?
Then joke around with her as usual , like how we always did . But this time felt a little uneasy cos there's one extra person like a lightbulb looking at us whatever we do .
Before lunch , went UOB bank with sister to bank in the money.
Then went tm for our 1hr lunch break .

Went back to shop , as usual , chit chatted when I realized that there's someone so familiar outside .
Then I knew that it's my dearest laaaaa ~
but still in shocked , not knowing how to react . LOLS!
Sweeeeet sweeeeet , cos supposed to go out @ Monday , but cos there's something that changes at the last minute & I need to settle my MOE stuff , so did not went out .
Heh , next weeeeek . Okay ? ;D

I wanna watch Valentine's . Seeeeems nice , though .
But let's catch the Jackie chan movie first . (:
Tomorrow going to get 3 lollipops or more , to prevent us from feeling tired early in the morning .
At least sweet can help to perk us up , right ?
Orchard tmr with sister , wheeeee ~
But can't wait for Friday the most , getting our nails done preettty ! :D

Oh , & sorry junsi sexaye today . /: unable to pei you for lunch .
Some other day uh . (;

Anyone wanna have an ice cream?

Bored! Hah , wanting to watch the channel u gambling show , but parents wants to watch the news now .
Updating the blog due to my randomness . /:
oh oh , I just finished a cup of ice cream . Yummmmy ~
So , I'm also randomly asking if anyone wanna have a mouth too . LOLS!
Yes , I know I must be too bored until I became so random . ._.

Tomorrow a newcomer is coming over for training or the new outlet at vivo .
But , both the sister will not be there until noon , which means , I need to teach her how to do everything .
Well , hopes nothing will went wrong .

I wanna go universal studio & play those rides !!
It's so tempting /:
Stop right here & off I goes seeing if there's any new game for me to download . Bye peeeeps ~

Cabbed down to school as the office lady said that I need to reach before 4.
So, reasons to cab down :
• it was already 3plus when I left home
• lazy to wait for bus
• and of course, I don't wanna cross the overhead bridge & walk under the scorching sun.
Reached school , was in a mess . Cos I was way too confused & was rushing all the way though .
The office lady told me to write my info on a small piece of paper & yet I still write on an A4 paper.
So , the offlice lady also don't know what to say , end up both of us laughing & I kept repeatingly apologizing to her .
Everything done , thought that I could finally get out of the office when Mr Tan starts to ask me about the courses I apply.
Then he wants me to join the school alumni . I already said I dont want alr , but he still went up to get the form .
So , no choice cos the office lady says that I owe her a favour as she helped me to fax my things over to the MOE .
Being a good soul , sat there & waited for Mr Tan to come back with the form.

Went over to the basketball court as the girls were preparing to leave for the match alr.
Walked over to fengshan cc , watched .
End game , went back to school for awhile and went home.


Working tomorrow from 10-6.
It's time for me to go into my lala land.
But , I just don't wanna . Heh . /:
I think it's time I stop here alr . Toooodles ~

Nightmare.

If you read the previous post, about the strangling part.
Yes , it's true. No wish to tell this to anyone , except to the workplace people. But , feels a little uneasy for such thing to happen on me.
Well, it's over . Just hope that it doesn't happen anymore.
Off day today. So, receive a call from the MOE, regarding about the Chinese studies.
Going back to school to have my temporary testimonial . & then going to fax over to them.
Hopes it goes well, no, hope that I got short-listed & then successfully pass the interview.
Pray hard that I'm the one . Lols.
The girls will be having their match later on, going down to support them, but it's raining now.
& I don't wanna carry a stupid umbrella and enter the school . /:
So , if it's still raining then I just cab down then.
Com at home is not functioning, wonder how did my brother used until cannot function.
Gaaaaah, i'm so lazy to go to school. But the thing needs to be send there by 6pm.
No choice then. Oh oh, did I mention that last Tuesday, I went out with my workplace sister, & she bought me to this Japanese restauarant to have a lunch buffet. & she treated me . What a nice soul. But I insist the next time we go eat will be I treating her . But she just can't let me treat her. Stubborn sister!
Going out with her on Thursday after work, to have dinner and going orchard to shop.
Then on Friday, going out with her again after work to have dinner and have our nails done .
Saturday will be my cousin wedding, which means have to wake up early in the morning at around 5 for the morning ceremony.
It's time for me to go for a shower. :D
toooooodles~

Tada , I'm back from work & now its 12 alr , here I'm blogging when I should be heading for bed .
Picture with Shaun . :DD cos he had this optical shop at Tamp1 , & I went to buy my contact lens from there , & I keep noticing him .
He's much more handsome and fairer in real life , was wondering if I should take a picture with him , & I keep whining to the sister there until she no longer can stand it & chase me out .
So , the worker there helped us to take , & he asked that is it I'm working at Jwest , & point at the shop directly in front of him , so I was like nodding my head .
Then , I started to become greedy , asked for his signature , which makes me scream and start running into the shop to get one piece of paper and marker , & he asked for my name . :D
He said : All the best & work hard. I was like , are you hinting me that I should be working hard now in the shop instead of coming out to become a crazy fan ? LOLS .
Then , when he done with it , he gave me a handshake ! & again , I half scream and half run into the shop & the sister there was laughing at me. :/
& I heard the worker there says , she so cute . LOLS .
Of course cute luh , cos I'm acting like one mad girl there , half screaming and half running in the shop , of course they saw it luh .
Then another worker says , why you ask for his signature dont want mine ? Lmao .

So , be a good soul and get settled down , although my face is burning . Cos like so ps .
In the end , closed shop , do settlement , & still going crazy over the thing .
Anyway , Junsi SEXAYE came & visit me @ work today .
I was wondering why got one person standing outside , but not coming in & keep staring in .
Then , went out had a small chat . Sexaye , lets have a late dinner next time when both of us end work at the same time ! :D
Anyway , dont worry too much le , you definitely will be in a course which you choose luh . :]


I got a scary dream last morning ...
I dreamt that my own brother was strangling me in my dream , & I was dead hell gasping for air . My hands were flying everywhere & struggle .
So , I got a schock , & quickly woke up , & in reality , I was lying on my bed , gasping for dead hell lots of air . Like , I did not breathe for the past few minutes .
Told my workplace people , they say maybe is something strangling me .
OMG ! First time having this dream , I was wondering if I didnt open my eyes , will I be dead alr ? D:
I should stop thinking about it alr , if not , I can forget about sleeping tonight , which I dont think I can do that , unless I fall asleeeep .
Hope I dont get this dream again . Maybe , I should listen to advice & go pray sooooon . :s
Tooodles .

FATE .

Work starts at 4 today .
So , decided to come to blog about my work .
Well , work so far is FUN , FUN & SUPER DUPER FUN ! :D
There's never a day I complaint that I'm tired or what .
Because there's 2 sisters ( Fong Nee & Ivy ) there with me , & everyday we will talk about ghost stories , jokes , life & teasing one another.
Communicate the best with Ivy , cos we can talk about relationship stuff and anything .
Well , both of us thinks that fate brought us together . :D

So , this is how it begins luh .
The day when I went in the shop for interview , she just received a call from the manager that they need to hire people .
So , she said , if I went for the interview before that day , right now , I wouldnt be working there.
True .

First day of work together with her , we can already talked on alot of things .
We can keep talk talk and talk , without stop . Which I find it wierd luh , cos normally , if I worked with a stranger , it would take days for me to talk comfortably with each other .
But this time , it just takes 1 hour . like , WOW ! :DD
Talked about dramas , korean bands on the first day of work .
& we found out that we both like SNSD , esp Tiffany.
So , we talked about her , talked about almost everything .

Second day of work together with her , talked about relationships & stuff .
& she will laugh at me if I did something wrong , & I'll laugh back at her tooo .
& we already started to scold each other like , you stupid leh . why you so gong ?! & etc .
But we just wont get angry at each other , which is wierd .
Cos normally , I wouldnt dare to scold this to a stranger whom I just knew , cos afraid that it will anger the person.
But both of us just scold each other like this for the whole day w/o getting angry .

Third day of work , she asked things more about me . Like how's my relationship with my brother , cos she's the only child .
& we talked about how we rebelled our parents when young .
& then we found out that our character almost similar .
and also the things I like , will be the things she like tooo.

& fourth day of work , which was yesterday , was really shocking enough .
Cos , Fong Nee stays at 43 , near my house. So , I alr thinks that its very qiao alr .
So , I told her that she stays near me , and then she said that she lived there once .
so , I asked what block , & she told me 26 . *gasp* & I told her , I stayed that block too .
She moved away at oct 09 , & she's been staying there for a year .
to double confirm , we talked about the supermarket there & everything .
Its true that we shared the same block once , & just nice , I knew her neighbour . like OMG !
Both of us were like , shocked . & we talked about the things that we shared .
Its like , hard to believe that we once were so close but yet , we didnt get to see each other before .

So , both of us thinks that its fate that brought us together .
I always wanted an elder sister , & she always wanted a younger sister .
So , right now , we called each other sister . :D
& she told me that I'm the first part time student that she can really communicates well .
Cos , she worked with part time students before , but she never really talks to them , only when they say some jokes .
Although we had a 6 years age gap between us , but she dont treat me like a kid , & I never treat her like an adult . Cos both of us treat each other like a , FRIEND / SISTER .
& she said she enjoy working with me ! :DD & she told me even if I start my poly school life , I still must continue work there. She admits that she'll miss me . :D I also admit that I miss her , too luh . :D
ohoh , I think for the first time , I really enjoy working . :D
Hah , maybe in our last life , we're sisters ? Maybe . I should tell her later or tomorrow . :D

Toooodles , time for me to get a break before getting prepared for work . :]