Breakdown

I need to have a good sleep , torturing myself by lacking of sleep these few days .

Your words stings .
It hurts so much to even think of it .
How much more can I go on , do you have any idea ?

I'm fine , yes , I'm all along fine with it .
Around 2 to 3 more weeks to poly life .
Yes , then your mind won't be occupied by too many rubbish or stupid nonsense .
You'll get along with it , sooon . ( hope so )

It's so tiring already .
Even though I wanna to keep it going , will you even allow to ?
Or , is it me that could allow myself to cross over this barrier ?
Maybe it's my problem , maybe it's not .
But , your words are too harsh already .

Trust not there , everything's not in places .
How many more days , or months , can I or we fix it back ?
Suffocating , the thoughts are already killing my brain .
It make it even harder .

Drink drink drink drink ~
I neeeeeeeeed 1 drinking session , again .
It's time to meet up with my great buddies already ( Roy , Joshua , Jeremy , cheuk hin even )
Missed out the class chalet the other time , this goes my chance of meeting them .
& the stupid first 2 buddies listed have been pestering me , to meet up . Because , they're bored .
I wanna take their head & bang against the wall already . Stupid buddies .

Sleep already , kenglin .
Your immune system gonna spoil if you continue this way man .
Oh , going out with cousin & aunt tomorrow . Wheeeeee ~
Let's get your beauty sleep .

原来，真的没有什么东西，完美得值得我们用生命去坚持。