I'm tired.

Great, finally can get a real update. ! ;]
Still feeling soooo sick. :S great, my body burning right now.
Design layout gotten approve. So, will be working on it soon. :]
Just, this few days things wasnt going that great.
& I had enough of it already.

Got ranted by my dad yesterday after my tuition.
Was so exhausted & tired already. But yet, he continued.

Pissed off. Disappointment. Felt like running from home yesterday night.
I really dont know why. But I already did my best.
Cant he see the improvement I did for my CA marks.
But why, why must he still say that I didnt put in my best.
When I really did.
They dont understand, dont they ?
They only know how to rant at us, but never thought of our feelings.
What for getting A, Bs for my test, when they didnt even appreciate it.
I did put in all my best for my studies, cant they even let me relax some times.
Even its a small test, but I still studied for it. Treating it seriously.
But, they just dont see the improvement I got in the end.
Tired of it already, what for trying so much.

I had my own limit of tolerance.
I tried to make the best of everything .
But yet, everything became my fault .
Fine then, I stopped giving in anymore.
I dont wanna give a damn to it anymore.
I dont want to try my best anymore.
In the end, even if I lose it. But, I know that I tried my best already.
I dont want to bring more trouble to myself anymore, cause I had enough of it.
Enough is enough, my tolerance going burst soon.
Dont come complain & blame on me again.
I had enough of those, really enough.
I should just stop playing a good person anymore.
I should one day just flare up & lose all my temper, because I dont give a damn to it anymore.

Ohgreat, you really brought down everything.
This totally sucks.
Because one thing is that, you never changed.
I should be the one changing. Not you.
Fcuk off mansx. I'm not giving a damn anymore.
Go on & complain at me then, I fucking really had enough!!