I'll be fine, even if I fall.

My printer spoiled. Like, what the hell manxz. !
Prepared to print out the h/w like dont know how many, & then . It died. D:
Great, saved in thumbdrive. & off I go to the printer shop to print out.
Intend to do my holiday h/w, but sadly. I failed.
Tidbits, tv, computer games. Everything is tempting me to go touch them.
So, I did. Failing to resist the temptations, I ate while watching tv.
& followed by using computer.
Rushed all my tuition h/w last night. Great. With many undone yet.

Training today.
Overslept. Bought curry puff for breakfast.
& did my homework which was left undone from yesterday night.
Played songs, & finally. Finished all my work when its going near 11.
Fine, went home after that & prepared for tuition.
Tuition was fine. But, a little not used to it.
Mainly, my teacher was talking in a rather soft voice. *shrugs*
So, I told her that I prefer her loud loud voice.
Because, it will wake me up from all my usual daydreaming.
Did on a new chapter on maths & bio. Which makes me, goes mad.
But finally, get a grasp on it. Which makes me calm down again.
Halfway through, I got freaked out . :\
Was doing my work, when one of the bulbs suddenly off.
Jumped up, & stared at my tuition teacher.
& great, I need go test the lighting. Took a cushion with me, & went to try.
In the end, the bulb spoiled.
Went back to sit down, still freaking out.
Starts to rain, with cold wind gushing in. & there I freaked out again.
Thinking its the spirit. D: So freaked out, that I requested my tuition teacher to keep talking.
Tuition ended, by then. Mum reached home tooo.
Complained to her for leaving me alone at home.
With no-one else but the coloured walls, & my soft toys.
Irritated. Freaked out. Fcuking in no mood. Used computer now.
& blasting my music loud. Because my fcuking neighbour radio & the dog always drives me crazy.
Ohgreathell. I'm not in the mood to do things anymore.
Off to go bang my keyboards. Shitholes.



I dont know what happened to me actually.
But, I have a urge to just slash it all out.
No matter what I do, its just to no use.
What for trying my best every time,
When I know I cant really do anything to it.