Great, finally can get a real update. ! ;]
Still feeling soooo sick. :S great, my body burning right now.
Design layout gotten approve. So, will be working on it soon. :]
Just, this few days things wasnt going that great.
& I had enough of it already.
Got ranted by my dad yesterday after my tuition.
Was so exhausted & tired already. But yet, he continued.
Pissed off. Disappointment. Felt like running from home yesterday night.
I really dont know why. But I already did my best.
Cant he see the improvement I did for my CA marks.
But why, why must he still say that I didnt put in my best.
When I really did.
They dont understand, dont they ?
They only know how to rant at us, but never thought of our feelings.
What for getting A, Bs for my test, when they didnt even appreciate it.
I did put in all my best for my studies, cant they even let me relax some times.
Even its a small test, but I still studied for it. Treating it seriously.
But, they just dont see the improvement I got in the end.
Tired of it already, what for trying so much.
I had my own limit of tolerance.
I tried to make the best of everything .
But yet, everything became my fault .
Fine then, I stopped giving in anymore.
I dont wanna give a damn to it anymore.
I dont want to try my best anymore.
In the end, even if I lose it. But, I know that I tried my best already.
I dont want to bring more trouble to myself anymore, cause I had enough of it.
Enough is enough, my tolerance going burst soon.
Dont come complain & blame on me again.
I had enough of those, really enough.
I should just stop playing a good person anymore.
I should one day just flare up & lose all my temper, because I dont give a damn to it anymore.
Ohgreat, you really brought down everything.
This totally sucks.
Because one thing is that, you never changed.
I should be the one changing. Not you.
Fcuk off mansx. I'm not giving a damn anymore.
Go on & complain at me then, I fucking really had enough!!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Happy. Sad. Angry. Irritated.
Nothing much happen this few days except on last sunday.
Rowena darling bag got stolen by dont know which man who have no balls.
Such a f***ker. Raaaah! Asshole, he should go & DIE!
Anyway, its over already. Nevermind. Just feel sad for Darling. ):
Wednesday.
Going to fall sick sooner or later.
The whole day was so duper fcuking sian.
Whole face was like burning. Throat itchy. :\
Went home after school end straight away. Just nice, bus came. Was so exhausted.
Bathed, with the maximum heat. But, went stepped out, feel cold. D:
Aaah, I'm so tired. Great, who can save me from all these.
Off to rest. Bye peeps .
Rowena darling bag got stolen by dont know which man who have no balls.
Such a f***ker. Raaaah! Asshole, he should go & DIE!
Anyway, its over already. Nevermind. Just feel sad for Darling. ):
Wednesday.
Going to fall sick sooner or later.
The whole day was so duper fcuking sian.
Whole face was like burning. Throat itchy. :\
Went home after school end straight away. Just nice, bus came. Was so exhausted.
Bathed, with the maximum heat. But, went stepped out, feel cold. D:
Aaah, I'm so tired. Great, who can save me from all these.
Off to rest. Bye peeps .
Friday, March 20, 2009
I'll be fine, even if I fall.
My printer spoiled. Like, what the hell manxz. !
Prepared to print out the h/w like dont know how many, & then . It died. D:
Great, saved in thumbdrive. & off I go to the printer shop to print out.
Intend to do my holiday h/w, but sadly. I failed.
Tidbits, tv, computer games. Everything is tempting me to go touch them.
So, I did. Failing to resist the temptations, I ate while watching tv.
& followed by using computer.
Rushed all my tuition h/w last night. Great. With many undone yet.
Training today.
Overslept. Bought curry puff for breakfast.
& did my homework which was left undone from yesterday night.
Played songs, & finally. Finished all my work when its going near 11.
Fine, went home after that & prepared for tuition.
Tuition was fine. But, a little not used to it.
Mainly, my teacher was talking in a rather soft voice. *shrugs*
So, I told her that I prefer her loud loud voice.
Because, it will wake me up from all my usual daydreaming.
Did on a new chapter on maths & bio. Which makes me, goes mad.
But finally, get a grasp on it. Which makes me calm down again.
Halfway through, I got freaked out . :\
Was doing my work, when one of the bulbs suddenly off.
Jumped up, & stared at my tuition teacher.
& great, I need go test the lighting. Took a cushion with me, & went to try.
In the end, the bulb spoiled.
Went back to sit down, still freaking out.
Starts to rain, with cold wind gushing in. & there I freaked out again.
Thinking its the spirit. D: So freaked out, that I requested my tuition teacher to keep talking.
Tuition ended, by then. Mum reached home tooo.
Complained to her for leaving me alone at home.
With no-one else but the coloured walls, & my soft toys.
Irritated. Freaked out. Fcuking in no mood. Used computer now.
& blasting my music loud. Because my fcuking neighbour radio & the dog always drives me crazy.
Ohgreathell. I'm not in the mood to do things anymore.
Off to go bang my keyboards. Shitholes.
I dont know what happened to me actually.
But, I have a urge to just slash it all out.
No matter what I do, its just to no use.
What for trying my best every time,
When I know I cant really do anything to it.
Prepared to print out the h/w like dont know how many, & then . It died. D:
Great, saved in thumbdrive. & off I go to the printer shop to print out.
Intend to do my holiday h/w, but sadly. I failed.
Tidbits, tv, computer games. Everything is tempting me to go touch them.
So, I did. Failing to resist the temptations, I ate while watching tv.
& followed by using computer.
Rushed all my tuition h/w last night. Great. With many undone yet.
Training today.
Overslept. Bought curry puff for breakfast.
& did my homework which was left undone from yesterday night.
Played songs, & finally. Finished all my work when its going near 11.
Fine, went home after that & prepared for tuition.
Tuition was fine. But, a little not used to it.
Mainly, my teacher was talking in a rather soft voice. *shrugs*
So, I told her that I prefer her loud loud voice.
Because, it will wake me up from all my usual daydreaming.
Did on a new chapter on maths & bio. Which makes me, goes mad.
But finally, get a grasp on it. Which makes me calm down again.
Halfway through, I got freaked out . :\
Was doing my work, when one of the bulbs suddenly off.
Jumped up, & stared at my tuition teacher.
& great, I need go test the lighting. Took a cushion with me, & went to try.
In the end, the bulb spoiled.
Went back to sit down, still freaking out.
Starts to rain, with cold wind gushing in. & there I freaked out again.
Thinking its the spirit. D: So freaked out, that I requested my tuition teacher to keep talking.
Tuition ended, by then. Mum reached home tooo.
Complained to her for leaving me alone at home.
With no-one else but the coloured walls, & my soft toys.
Irritated. Freaked out. Fcuking in no mood. Used computer now.
& blasting my music loud. Because my fcuking neighbour radio & the dog always drives me crazy.
Ohgreathell. I'm not in the mood to do things anymore.
Off to go bang my keyboards. Shitholes.
I dont know what happened to me actually.
But, I have a urge to just slash it all out.
No matter what I do, its just to no use.
What for trying my best every time,
When I know I cant really do anything to it.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
The key in our hands. :]
Oh great, I'm back from the 3 days course of High Achievers.
& I'm already missing the coaches, esp Coach SABRINA! ):
10 hours of the course for each day, but, enjoyed the times we spent.
Coaches were, Coach Sabrina :D Coach Sherwin , Coach Wei Loon & Coach Rachel ( who joined us last day & Sherwin left to join the other class )
First Day.
-Learnt on Enduring Success.
- Fears
- Played Tangled. Its super hilarious when Michelle head keep tickling me. :DD
- Visions & Goals
- How to manage time. :]
Second Day.
- DISC. to find whats our personality are like.
- High S , followed by C & I.
- Left brainer. :]
- I'm a fuel, which means. Need a Catalyst to guide us through our work.
- Played Huddles. Girls one group, & the guys another.
- Coaches had to pull one of the person out, & they won.
- Was screaming all the way. Guys came to rescue huddling together. :DD damn funneh.
- Purpose : to test on our mindset.
Third Day.
- Learnt to take notes effectively.
- How to study well.
- The environment which suits us for studying.
- Test on memory tooo.
This 3 days, was a much memorable one .
Listened to stories, from Coach Sabrina past & a few students from other schools.
Touched, teared.
Never did I know that, such things happens around us.
Real stories, real life.
& this shows how cruel the reality was.
I realised, how much my family, my friends meant to me.
I dont want to regret for the things I done when they're gone.
& also, I want to cry tears of joy when I received my results next year.
Get good grades, get into my dream school & get into my dream course. :]
It was the first workshop that I ever really enjoyed.
Thinking that my holidays were wasted by this workshop, but I'm wrong.
Its really a great one, with Coach Sabrina jokes which entertains us for the past 3 days.
Oh, & I'm determined to get good grades.
Apply all the things that I learnt for the past 3 days.
Not to give up easily, because ' Human beings tends to fail more than succeed. '
Every valley, there will be a mountain for us to conquer.
& thats how we going closer & closer towards our dreams.
I remembered this clearly in my mind, to set as a reminder to myself. :]
& e-learning sucks.!
Right now stucking in the moodle. Ohshiat.
Many h/w to be done, plus tuition somemore. Can I complete in just one day ?
Feel like cancelling the tuition tomorrow. Gaaaaah :/
Lets have some pictures time ! :DD
They're doing the punishment! :DD So hilarious.
Our paper ball! Left to right ( Jocelyn, Mine, Rowena ) 
This tissue packet is soooooooo cute! :DD
The shadow image that me & Jocelyn made out of boredom. 
Coach Sabrina with us! :DD
Coach SABRINA & ME! :DD
Note : Coach Sabrina side view, looks so alike like my mum .!
It was only when Rowena told me & then I noticed it.
& I'm already missing the coaches, esp Coach SABRINA! ):
10 hours of the course for each day, but, enjoyed the times we spent.
Coaches were, Coach Sabrina :D Coach Sherwin , Coach Wei Loon & Coach Rachel ( who joined us last day & Sherwin left to join the other class )
First Day.
-Learnt on Enduring Success.
- Fears
- Played Tangled. Its super hilarious when Michelle head keep tickling me. :DD
- Visions & Goals
- How to manage time. :]
Second Day.
- DISC. to find whats our personality are like.
- High S , followed by C & I.
- Left brainer. :]
- I'm a fuel, which means. Need a Catalyst to guide us through our work.
- Played Huddles. Girls one group, & the guys another.
- Coaches had to pull one of the person out, & they won.
- Was screaming all the way. Guys came to rescue huddling together. :DD damn funneh.
- Purpose : to test on our mindset.
Third Day.
- Learnt to take notes effectively.
- How to study well.
- The environment which suits us for studying.
- Test on memory tooo.
This 3 days, was a much memorable one .
Listened to stories, from Coach Sabrina past & a few students from other schools.
Touched, teared.
Never did I know that, such things happens around us.
Real stories, real life.
& this shows how cruel the reality was.
I realised, how much my family, my friends meant to me.
I dont want to regret for the things I done when they're gone.
& also, I want to cry tears of joy when I received my results next year.
Get good grades, get into my dream school & get into my dream course. :]
It was the first workshop that I ever really enjoyed.
Thinking that my holidays were wasted by this workshop, but I'm wrong.
Its really a great one, with Coach Sabrina jokes which entertains us for the past 3 days.
Oh, & I'm determined to get good grades.
Apply all the things that I learnt for the past 3 days.
Not to give up easily, because ' Human beings tends to fail more than succeed. '
Every valley, there will be a mountain for us to conquer.
& thats how we going closer & closer towards our dreams.
I remembered this clearly in my mind, to set as a reminder to myself. :]
& e-learning sucks.!
Right now stucking in the moodle. Ohshiat.
Many h/w to be done, plus tuition somemore. Can I complete in just one day ?
Feel like cancelling the tuition tomorrow. Gaaaaah :/
Lets have some pictures time ! :DD
They're doing the punishment! :DD So hilarious.
Our paper ball! Left to right ( Jocelyn, Mine, Rowena )
This tissue packet is soooooooo cute! :DD
There's a story behind it laaaa.
My dad went to have his lunch at a hawker centre.
& this lady came up to him asking him to buy .
He said that he dont want it, & guess what. The auntie insist him to buy that she increased from 3 packets to 6 packets. Ridiculous.
& so, my dad had no choice but to buy it from her. .___.
So forceful sia, that auntie.
The shadow image that me & Jocelyn made out of boredom.
Coach Sabrina with us! :DD
Coach SABRINA & ME! :DD
Note : Coach Sabrina side view, looks so alike like my mum .!
It was only when Rowena told me & then I noticed it.
Their hair looks alike, the way they kick things. Like so , ohmygaaaaawd.
HAHAHA! Told this to my parents.
& my dad said this : So, its your coach loooks old or your mum looks young ?
Like LOLS! & I replied this with, both of them looks pretty. :DD
Alright, off to complete my e learning. So, boliao.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Specially to Rowena DARLING!
Rowena Darling! :D
Cheeeeer up, alright. :]
Think positive, no negative thinkings.
Maybe, there's a reason behind it. Alright. ?
No matter what, you still have me. I'm will always be right beside you.
Listen to your complains, okay ?
I LOVE you darling, & I will always do.
I dont wanna see you sad sad, alright.
Because, I will be sad tooooo . )':
加油！我永远支持你！我也会永远的爱你！:DDDD
Cheeeeer up, alright. :]
Think positive, no negative thinkings.
Maybe, there's a reason behind it. Alright. ?
No matter what, you still have me. I'm will always be right beside you.
Listen to your complains, okay ?
I LOVE you darling, & I will always do.
I dont wanna see you sad sad, alright.
Because, I will be sad tooooo . )':
加油！我永远支持你！我也会永远的爱你！:DDDD
Doooooodaaaaaa.
Saturday.
Went IT fair with parents.
Lunch-ed near Marina square, Nasi Lemak. :]
After that, squeezed all the way with the people there.
Like, ohmygaaaaawd! There's this guy who stepped on my toes.
Pain until I OUCH infront of him . But, he left already. T.T
Blister all around my leg. *cries*
Spotted 2 cameras. One is just camera, another is video cam.
The function for video cam is just waaaaay tooooo goooooood. ;D
& tada, I got myself a video camera! XD
Queued up with Daddy to pay for the camera.
But, I need to pay installments leeeey. So saaaad. T.T
One month 10 dollar. Heeeeehs. *Grins*
Bused to dontknow where to have dinner.
Nasi Lemak again. :/ but the dinner tastes nicer! ;DD LOLS!
Da bao home for granny & brother .
Sunday.
Woke up at 8:30. Usually at this time I'm still sleeping like a pig. .____.
Brushed up, bath & left home.
Walked to inter to meet Rowena darling for running. :DD
Keep complaining at her for being so slow.
Darling today tooooo high already. LOLS! Over there zi-high. :P
Walked to stadium, & off we ruuuuuun.
Ohgosh, 6 rounds around the stadium. But, we did it ! *cheeeeers!*
Rest, & both of us feels like. So 满足感.
Run another 2 more rounds, so total is 8 rounds.
DARLING DARLING, WE DID IT LEH! ;DD
Walked back to inter & bus-ed home.
Had lunch with granny. Then go back bath.
Prepared to go out again to pray. :/
Raining like mad. Drenched totally even when I had the umbrella with me. Assss.
Roy called, asking if I could go Dionne house to watch show with friends.
Called daddy, he said yes.
So excited about it. But after that, had a small tiff with mummy.
Cried on the spot sia. D: So shocking. Although I tried to hold back the tears already.
So, in the end. Didnt go, because I dont wanna treat like a kid.
Reached home, pestered my Daddy to let me use the computer.
So old already, he's still playing games. LOLS! But thats the reason why I love him.
Because, he can be so childish at times. :DD
Ohgreat, I want to 离家出走.
Because my daddy keeps bullying me. *cries*
Because me & my dad always gang up to bully my brother.
So, granny today told us off. She said, later one day he cannot stand it leave the house ah.
& then, my daddy suddenly starts to bully me.
So I said, I want leave the house.
& he went to find my bag, wanting to take my clothes out from the closet.
But, I stopped him.
So this is our conver.
He : Want leave the house right, now leave la. Go to a place where I wont see you. Further the best.
Me : Can, you want far far one ah. America, go book a ticket. Give me money, I now straight away go America then wont come back.
He : speeeechlessss.
-end-
HAHAHAHA! So lame! LOLS! ;DD
& I finally thought of something, I still havent complete my corn drawing. .____.
Pfffft. Off I go , to play games. Heeeee. :]
Went IT fair with parents.
Lunch-ed near Marina square, Nasi Lemak. :]
After that, squeezed all the way with the people there.
Like, ohmygaaaaawd! There's this guy who stepped on my toes.
Pain until I OUCH infront of him . But, he left already. T.T
Blister all around my leg. *cries*
Spotted 2 cameras. One is just camera, another is video cam.
The function for video cam is just waaaaay tooooo goooooood. ;D
& tada, I got myself a video camera! XD
Queued up with Daddy to pay for the camera.
But, I need to pay installments leeeey. So saaaad. T.T
One month 10 dollar. Heeeeehs. *Grins*
Bused to dontknow where to have dinner.
Nasi Lemak again. :/ but the dinner tastes nicer! ;DD LOLS!
Da bao home for granny & brother .
Sunday.
Woke up at 8:30. Usually at this time I'm still sleeping like a pig. .____.
Brushed up, bath & left home.
Walked to inter to meet Rowena darling for running. :DD
Keep complaining at her for being so slow.
Darling today tooooo high already. LOLS! Over there zi-high. :P
Walked to stadium, & off we ruuuuuun.
Ohgosh, 6 rounds around the stadium. But, we did it ! *cheeeeers!*
Rest, & both of us feels like. So 满足感.
Run another 2 more rounds, so total is 8 rounds.
DARLING DARLING, WE DID IT LEH! ;DD
Walked back to inter & bus-ed home.
Had lunch with granny. Then go back bath.
Prepared to go out again to pray. :/
Raining like mad. Drenched totally even when I had the umbrella with me. Assss.
Roy called, asking if I could go Dionne house to watch show with friends.
Called daddy, he said yes.
So excited about it. But after that, had a small tiff with mummy.
Cried on the spot sia. D: So shocking. Although I tried to hold back the tears already.
So, in the end. Didnt go, because I dont wanna treat like a kid.
Reached home, pestered my Daddy to let me use the computer.
So old already, he's still playing games. LOLS! But thats the reason why I love him.
Because, he can be so childish at times. :DD
Ohgreat, I want to 离家出走.
Because my daddy keeps bullying me. *cries*
Because me & my dad always gang up to bully my brother.
So, granny today told us off. She said, later one day he cannot stand it leave the house ah.
& then, my daddy suddenly starts to bully me.
So I said, I want leave the house.
& he went to find my bag, wanting to take my clothes out from the closet.
But, I stopped him.
So this is our conver.
He : Want leave the house right, now leave la. Go to a place where I wont see you. Further the best.
Me : Can, you want far far one ah. America, go book a ticket. Give me money, I now straight away go America then wont come back.
He : speeeechlessss.
-end-
HAHAHAHA! So lame! LOLS! ;DD
& I finally thought of something, I still havent complete my corn drawing. .____.
Pfffft. Off I go , to play games. Heeeee. :]
Friday, March 13, 2009
Shuccks. :/
Thursday.
Did drawing of corn for art. & suddenly, this bee flew into the classroom.
I stopped my work, took my file. & protect myself from it. Like so LOLS!
It keep fly here & there, making the girls scream like mad. ( includes me. )
& after that, I was running here and there around the room. Squatting down to ensure my safety that I wont get stung by the bee.
Finally, it flew out. Bye BEEEE! ;D I hate you.
Its the second time I screamed & run around like a madwoman. D: ohshiat.
E.history was so bored that I'm going to fall asleep soon.
Maths was hilarious. LOLS! Chem, do work.
Humanities afternoon programme was soooo boring. I want mr azahar! T.T
LOLS! Went for training after that, so pissed off. Gaaaah.
Not in the mood for the whole time, personal issues. Sorry Jocelyn darling, for giving you a shitty expression whole day. :/
Accept my sincere apology, will you ? :DD
Friday.
Did reflection for MT.
English, filing up of papers which drives me mad.
I should go get myself a ring file, that file keeps making me taking the paper out & in.
So raaaaaaaah!
Maths was again hilarious. Always usual. LOLS!
With the few jokers in our class.
Assembly, blablabla.
Although I covered my ears during the whole process, I still can hear the sound.
Which makes me jump up every time. :/
YOG presentation. Stoned. The videos makes me have goosebumps. D: LOLS!
Afternoon programme, as usual. Do work.
Copied the answer, because teacher says so. ( lazy to do too )
Released at 1:30 & left. And shithell, I forgot to pass Rowena Darling my water bottle. Ohgawd.
I'm so sorrrrreh. )':
Went home after that.
Phoned my mum, telling her that I'll be out for a few hours.
Bathed, changed. Used computer while waiting for their call.
& I forgot my blogger username. :/ What a failure I am manx.
Tried until dulan, until I was over there praying to myself that let me remember my username.
Like finally, I remembered. Saved it in my phone, in case that I forgot again.
Went out, bus-ed to interchange to meet Jocelyn & Junyuan bully.
Mac for lunch. Library, & damn.
Whats so nice about my wallet content that makes the bully wants to snatch it from me so much.
Caused a lot of noise in the library. Lucky ah lucky, I not wearing school uniform. ( Jocelyn is ! ;D )
LOLS ! In the end, last resort. Bite him. But, he still no reaction one. .____.
Next time tickle him, cause he's afraid.
Bought drinks for mum, top-up card. Waited for bus & went home.
Here I am blogging. ! ;DD Tomorrow outing with parents to Suntec Convention City.
To look for cameraaaas. ;DD & also, my BAAAAAG! I'm coming. Heeeehs. *grins*
Ohshuts, I wonder if Sunday I still can make it for jogging. :/
Need to go pray pray pray. .____. Nvm, hopes can make it in time. :]
Ohgreat, my holidays dont seems to be like in holidays. 3 full days in school, homework at e-learning.
Have to find time to go visit my grandmaaaaa. ;DD I miss her like so much. Oh, ahmaaaaa.
Wait for me. Whip nice nice fooooood for me to eat ley.
I want my GREEEEEN BEAN SOUP! ;DDDD *jumps!*
Going to pester her sooooon. Hehe, she's gonna cooook nice foooood. Yaaaaaay! :P
Took back report slips, results was alright.
But, great. I have 2 underlines, & both was english. How great it is. :/
Ohshit, how am I going to show my parents about it.
They're confirm going to nag about my english, so greeeaaaat.
Nvm, I should brush up my english then.
But overall, I'm satisfied with it. ! Lalalala, finally I passed my Science! Wheeeee~ ;D
Taaaadaaaa, I'm in love with the ABC song. ;DD
ABCDEFG
HIJKLMNOP
QRS
TUV
W & X
Y & Z.
Now I know my ABC, next time come & sing with meeeeee! ;DD
Did drawing of corn for art. & suddenly, this bee flew into the classroom.
I stopped my work, took my file. & protect myself from it. Like so LOLS!
It keep fly here & there, making the girls scream like mad. ( includes me. )
& after that, I was running here and there around the room. Squatting down to ensure my safety that I wont get stung by the bee.
Finally, it flew out. Bye BEEEE! ;D I hate you.
Its the second time I screamed & run around like a madwoman. D: ohshiat.
E.history was so bored that I'm going to fall asleep soon.
Maths was hilarious. LOLS! Chem, do work.
Humanities afternoon programme was soooo boring. I want mr azahar! T.T
LOLS! Went for training after that, so pissed off. Gaaaah.
Not in the mood for the whole time, personal issues. Sorry Jocelyn darling, for giving you a shitty expression whole day. :/
Accept my sincere apology, will you ? :DD
Friday.
Did reflection for MT.
English, filing up of papers which drives me mad.
I should go get myself a ring file, that file keeps making me taking the paper out & in.
So raaaaaaaah!
Maths was again hilarious. Always usual. LOLS!
With the few jokers in our class.
Assembly, blablabla.
Although I covered my ears during the whole process, I still can hear the sound.
Which makes me jump up every time. :/
YOG presentation. Stoned. The videos makes me have goosebumps. D: LOLS!
Afternoon programme, as usual. Do work.
Copied the answer, because teacher says so. ( lazy to do too )
Released at 1:30 & left. And shithell, I forgot to pass Rowena Darling my water bottle. Ohgawd.
I'm so sorrrrreh. )':
Went home after that.
Phoned my mum, telling her that I'll be out for a few hours.
Bathed, changed. Used computer while waiting for their call.
& I forgot my blogger username. :/ What a failure I am manx.
Tried until dulan, until I was over there praying to myself that let me remember my username.
Like finally, I remembered. Saved it in my phone, in case that I forgot again.
Went out, bus-ed to interchange to meet Jocelyn & Junyuan bully.
Mac for lunch. Library, & damn.
Whats so nice about my wallet content that makes the bully wants to snatch it from me so much.
Caused a lot of noise in the library. Lucky ah lucky, I not wearing school uniform. ( Jocelyn is ! ;D )
LOLS ! In the end, last resort. Bite him. But, he still no reaction one. .____.
Next time tickle him, cause he's afraid.
Bought drinks for mum, top-up card. Waited for bus & went home.
Here I am blogging. ! ;DD Tomorrow outing with parents to Suntec Convention City.
To look for cameraaaas. ;DD & also, my BAAAAAG! I'm coming. Heeeehs. *grins*
Ohshuts, I wonder if Sunday I still can make it for jogging. :/
Need to go pray pray pray. .____. Nvm, hopes can make it in time. :]
Ohgreat, my holidays dont seems to be like in holidays. 3 full days in school, homework at e-learning.
Have to find time to go visit my grandmaaaaa. ;DD I miss her like so much. Oh, ahmaaaaa.
Wait for me. Whip nice nice fooooood for me to eat ley.
I want my GREEEEEN BEAN SOUP! ;DDDD *jumps!*
Going to pester her sooooon. Hehe, she's gonna cooook nice foooood. Yaaaaaay! :P
Took back report slips, results was alright.
But, great. I have 2 underlines, & both was english. How great it is. :/
Ohshit, how am I going to show my parents about it.
They're confirm going to nag about my english, so greeeaaaat.
Nvm, I should brush up my english then.
But overall, I'm satisfied with it. ! Lalalala, finally I passed my Science! Wheeeee~ ;D
Taaaadaaaa, I'm in love with the ABC song. ;DD
ABCDEFG
HIJKLMNOP
QRS
TUV
W & X
Y & Z.
Now I know my ABC, next time come & sing with meeeeee! ;DD
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Its over.
Monday.
Art, draw onion. Copied from the Sec 5s work because the teacher want us to do so. LOLS!
Science afternoon programme was real bored.
Just have to finish the work, hand in to Ms Yong & left.
Rain-ed. Played in the rain with the sec 4s & 3s when its drizzling.
Was screaming all the way. Dont know why, but everyone seems to be so high.
& then, went to splash water at the birthday girls. Jane & Shirly. ;D
Girls, Happy Birthday! :]
They were all being splashed like, dont know what. Hahahahaaa, but its soooooo fun.
Dont know who aiming not that good, came & splashed me. -.-
Aim better la. I'm innocent one sia. ;DD
Went home, & bwaaaaaaaaah.
Sorry Jocelyn, I wasnt in the good mood. Just, irritated.
Tuesday.
PE was damn hilarious. Because of the dont know who, & I ended up sitting down on the floor laughing like a madwoman. ( Roy says so, & I do agree. LOLS! )
Chem, was like so SLEEEEPY. *yawns*
Feel like sleeping, but teaching new topic.
In the end, pinched myself just to tell myself that : Kenglin ah kenglin, dont sleep. If not later I slap you. =.=
Was feeling so cold. *winds blows* End up, I had to put both of my hands into my bag just to get some warm. :/
Recess, took Rowena darling jacket. So nice to hug. ;DD Haha, got smell one leh. XD
Somehow, something spoiled all our mood. Ass, so kpo. Only know how to use their authorities & going around lecturing people.
Jocelyn, cheeeer up. :] somemore its not your fault.
They just got nothing better to do. Especially the POLAR BEAR ? ;DD
History, do class work & then end lesson.
Eng, was okay uh. Mrs Tan was crazy. :/
Lunch-ed. Just finish eating my lunch, & surprise.
Gastric pain. What the F___! .___.
Complained. Whined. Was treated like a patient by my 2 lovely darlings.
LOLS! Damn hilarious can, see their expression & the way the hold me.
Like, I'm gonna die sooooon.
Me : Why hold me until like this sia, like I will faint or die like that.
Jocelyn : Nooooo, must hold you like this better. Later you suddenly just collapsed, how ?!
LOLS! Damn funneh, look at them & laughed. People might think that I'm really dying soon by the way how they hold on to me.
Climbed up the stairs to the second level, to get the painkiller from Shengwei.
Like shithell, its the second time I took it from him already.
I'm so SORRRREH. T.T
Shengwei really a joker. :/ Lameass.
Went back to class & climb up the stairs to the third floor. *cries*
Felt so weak all over. Reached the destination, like finally.
Sat there, piah. No energy to move anymore.
Ate the painkillers, like finally. Felt much better. But still feeling weak.
Masnita was even more drama. LOLS! You should see her expression laduh.
She said : Kenglin, you looooooks soooooo sick. Are you okay ?
Me : Er, yeahs. Gastric pain.
She was like OHMYGAWD! Her mouth was like :O !
Over there stunned, thinking to myself. Got that kua zhang meh. :/
End lesson, went back first level to wait for Jocelyn.
& chatted with Benson. Ha, thanks so much. :]
He said, I suddenly become very gentle. Because the voice I was speaking to him was damn soft.
=.= I'm not gentle at all, I'm still as mad as before. But, thinking mature already okay! :DD
Went home with Jocelyn, & there's a bug on the window beside us.
Gasped. Try to shoooo the bug away. Like finally, it FLY away. Bye buggy. ;D
Reached home, do a little homework & here I am. Blogging! :]
I'm feeling so cold now. :/
& thanks for all the concerns. :] I'm feeling much much better.
& yes, I should better go see a doctor as soon as possible.
Cant possibly always taking Shengwei pills right. LOLS!
Maybe, this week ? Finding someone to pei me go, because I dont wanna go alone. T.T
Tuition later on, hellshiat. I'm just feeling so tired now.
Maybe its time to let go of everything
what for holding on to it, when it will still brings more trouble.
I dont know how, but I feels so tired already.
Yeahs, its time to loose all the strings that had tied onto me.
Its time for me, to have a break for myself.
Life still continues as usual, because its full of colours. :]
Be strong girl, no matter what.
Because, deep down you. You yourself will support the decision that you made.
Art, draw onion. Copied from the Sec 5s work because the teacher want us to do so. LOLS!
Science afternoon programme was real bored.
Just have to finish the work, hand in to Ms Yong & left.
Rain-ed. Played in the rain with the sec 4s & 3s when its drizzling.
Was screaming all the way. Dont know why, but everyone seems to be so high.
& then, went to splash water at the birthday girls. Jane & Shirly. ;D
Girls, Happy Birthday! :]
They were all being splashed like, dont know what. Hahahahaaa, but its soooooo fun.
Dont know who aiming not that good, came & splashed me. -.-
Aim better la. I'm innocent one sia. ;DD
Went home, & bwaaaaaaaaah.
Sorry Jocelyn, I wasnt in the good mood. Just, irritated.
Tuesday.
PE was damn hilarious. Because of the dont know who, & I ended up sitting down on the floor laughing like a madwoman. ( Roy says so, & I do agree. LOLS! )
Chem, was like so SLEEEEPY. *yawns*
Feel like sleeping, but teaching new topic.
In the end, pinched myself just to tell myself that : Kenglin ah kenglin, dont sleep. If not later I slap you. =.=
Was feeling so cold. *winds blows* End up, I had to put both of my hands into my bag just to get some warm. :/
Recess, took Rowena darling jacket. So nice to hug. ;DD Haha, got smell one leh. XD
Somehow, something spoiled all our mood. Ass, so kpo. Only know how to use their authorities & going around lecturing people.
Jocelyn, cheeeer up. :] somemore its not your fault.
They just got nothing better to do. Especially the POLAR BEAR ? ;DD
History, do class work & then end lesson.
Eng, was okay uh. Mrs Tan was crazy. :/
Lunch-ed. Just finish eating my lunch, & surprise.
Gastric pain. What the F___! .___.
Complained. Whined. Was treated like a patient by my 2 lovely darlings.
LOLS! Damn hilarious can, see their expression & the way the hold me.
Like, I'm gonna die sooooon.
Me : Why hold me until like this sia, like I will faint or die like that.
Jocelyn : Nooooo, must hold you like this better. Later you suddenly just collapsed, how ?!
LOLS! Damn funneh, look at them & laughed. People might think that I'm really dying soon by the way how they hold on to me.
Climbed up the stairs to the second level, to get the painkiller from Shengwei.
Like shithell, its the second time I took it from him already.
I'm so SORRRREH. T.T
Shengwei really a joker. :/ Lameass.
Went back to class & climb up the stairs to the third floor. *cries*
Felt so weak all over. Reached the destination, like finally.
Sat there, piah. No energy to move anymore.
Ate the painkillers, like finally. Felt much better. But still feeling weak.
Masnita was even more drama. LOLS! You should see her expression laduh.
She said : Kenglin, you looooooks soooooo sick. Are you okay ?
Me : Er, yeahs. Gastric pain.
She was like OHMYGAWD! Her mouth was like :O !
Over there stunned, thinking to myself. Got that kua zhang meh. :/
End lesson, went back first level to wait for Jocelyn.
& chatted with Benson. Ha, thanks so much. :]
He said, I suddenly become very gentle. Because the voice I was speaking to him was damn soft.
=.= I'm not gentle at all, I'm still as mad as before. But, thinking mature already okay! :DD
Went home with Jocelyn, & there's a bug on the window beside us.
Gasped. Try to shoooo the bug away. Like finally, it FLY away. Bye buggy. ;D
Reached home, do a little homework & here I am. Blogging! :]
I'm feeling so cold now. :/
& thanks for all the concerns. :] I'm feeling much much better.
& yes, I should better go see a doctor as soon as possible.
Cant possibly always taking Shengwei pills right. LOLS!
Maybe, this week ? Finding someone to pei me go, because I dont wanna go alone. T.T
Tuition later on, hellshiat. I'm just feeling so tired now.
Maybe its time to let go of everything
what for holding on to it, when it will still brings more trouble.
I dont know how, but I feels so tired already.
Yeahs, its time to loose all the strings that had tied onto me.
Its time for me, to have a break for myself.
Life still continues as usual, because its full of colours. :]
Be strong girl, no matter what.
Because, deep down you. You yourself will support the decision that you made.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Its all a simple lie.
Sunday.
Just came back from Bedok stadium after running with Rowena Darling. :]
Met in bus, & went to have Mac breakfast again.
& suddenly, this old man came to ask people for money.
& he went to ask Rowena for it. We know its a lie uh, so ignored.
Continued eating, & the uncle just stand behind us, looking at us eat.
Felt so uneasy around, & then he asked again.
Saw a family eating breakfast infront of us. & the wife was like, telling us to say no.
So, ignored. & faced the wall while eating .
Like finally, the staff there went to bring the uncle away. Relieved.
So scary~ Cant even have a proper breakfast, & that breakfast just gone so wrong. :/
Walked to stadium to digest our foood, but sadly. Didnt manage to digest.
Ran 4 rounds, & we were just so tired. Regretted eating breakfast first. Awwww.
Sat there, do our english h/w. Opened music, & have a little karaoke session. LOLS!
Rested for 1 hour, & went for another round of running again.
Walked back to inter, bought bubble tea. & went home. :]
Friday.
As usual, friday always makes me sleepy all the time.
Slept during chinese lesson, english. Class test during maths. Last 2 part of the question didnt manage to do. :/
Pc & then do this and that. Chinese remedial sucks.
Went home & prepared for tuition. Was counting down the time, finally end.
Rushed, & went down to Eastpoint to see my BOYFRIEND! He's soooooooo HOT! ;DD
LUOZHIXIANG! OMFG! Sadly, Rowena darling couldnt join us at the last min cos of her cca.
Train-ed down. & the train suddenly stopped halfway, make me worry like crazy.
Went to find Jocelyn, Daphne & others. Helloooooo. :] LOLS!
Went to second floor & waited for my BF arrival. Finally, like finally. He came!! XD *screams!*
He's so HOOOOOTTTTT LAAA~! LOLS!
He looked up, he SMILED! *faints*
This time, didnt queued up for the autograph.
Didnt get to have a close up with him.
Didnt get to shake his hand. T.T
But nevermind la, because I got shake his hand before! His autograph with me!!!! ;DD Wheeee~
I'm in heaven right now. XD
Trained back to inter for dinner. KFC-ed, & went home.
& I'm still highing over the fact that I saw LUOZHIXIANG! ;DD
How I wish I can be his assistant. :X
Saturday.
Met Jocelyn at inter & went to buy Mac breakfast & brought over to the stadium.
Sports Day such a boring day. So sian one, still want us scream like mad.
Chatted with Clive. & went off to find Rowena Darling along with him & went to find 4e5 peeepos.
Walked around, keep refilling my water bottle. Due to the cheering for Emerald. Such a kind soul.
& then finally ended. Dismissed, & went lunch with Yanning & Weilin.
Jocelyn went home, lunch-ed at LJS.
Chased Leongbing, Weilin & Brandon out their table for us to sit.
& I still had to say PLEASE to that stupid Leongbing. You owe me one please la.
IDIOT! They left, sat down & went to buy fooood. So hungry. ;DD
Saw Rowena with her friends, before leaving the place went to say bye bye. :]
Went home, saw Adrain. Grow so tall already, I realise I'm so short. T.T
So pathetic. D:
Reached home, bath. & dong, slept for 3 hours. & yet, still felt sleepy.
Voice changed. D: I think due to the screaming just now. Great.
Eyes were like closing soon, & yet still had to find research for art.
Ah, how great. :/ Do until around 11 & went to sleep.
But, sadly. Cant fall to sleep, when I've keep hearing the same songs over & over again. :/
Have been thinking alot of things recently, dont know why. But just so suddenly.
& finally, went to lalaland at 2.
Here's the pictures. :DD
The sha sha sleeping during eng lesson. ;DD So cute right, the way he sleep.
Next target, LEE DE CONG! ;DD
Went to write this on the board. ;D
LuoZhiXiang fans. ;DD
Ah, lalalala. :D
SCREAMS! Can you see him. So HOT! ^^
BOOOOOO~!
Smile. :] Everyone. !
As usual, Daryl sleeping. Sports day somemore. Still can sleep. LOLS!
I dont know why, but after hearing all those things.
Just came back from Bedok stadium after running with Rowena Darling. :]
Met in bus, & went to have Mac breakfast again.
& suddenly, this old man came to ask people for money.
& he went to ask Rowena for it. We know its a lie uh, so ignored.
Continued eating, & the uncle just stand behind us, looking at us eat.
Felt so uneasy around, & then he asked again.
Saw a family eating breakfast infront of us. & the wife was like, telling us to say no.
So, ignored. & faced the wall while eating .
Like finally, the staff there went to bring the uncle away. Relieved.
So scary~ Cant even have a proper breakfast, & that breakfast just gone so wrong. :/
Walked to stadium to digest our foood, but sadly. Didnt manage to digest.
Ran 4 rounds, & we were just so tired. Regretted eating breakfast first. Awwww.
Sat there, do our english h/w. Opened music, & have a little karaoke session. LOLS!
Rested for 1 hour, & went for another round of running again.
Walked back to inter, bought bubble tea. & went home. :]
Friday.
As usual, friday always makes me sleepy all the time.
Slept during chinese lesson, english. Class test during maths. Last 2 part of the question didnt manage to do. :/
Pc & then do this and that. Chinese remedial sucks.
Went home & prepared for tuition. Was counting down the time, finally end.
Rushed, & went down to Eastpoint to see my BOYFRIEND! He's soooooooo HOT! ;DD
LUOZHIXIANG! OMFG! Sadly, Rowena darling couldnt join us at the last min cos of her cca.
Train-ed down. & the train suddenly stopped halfway, make me worry like crazy.
Went to find Jocelyn, Daphne & others. Helloooooo. :] LOLS!
Went to second floor & waited for my BF arrival. Finally, like finally. He came!! XD *screams!*
He's so HOOOOOTTTTT LAAA~! LOLS!
He looked up, he SMILED! *faints*
This time, didnt queued up for the autograph.
Didnt get to have a close up with him.
Didnt get to shake his hand. T.T
But nevermind la, because I got shake his hand before! His autograph with me!!!! ;DD Wheeee~
I'm in heaven right now. XD
Trained back to inter for dinner. KFC-ed, & went home.
& I'm still highing over the fact that I saw LUOZHIXIANG! ;DD
How I wish I can be his assistant. :X
Saturday.
Met Jocelyn at inter & went to buy Mac breakfast & brought over to the stadium.
Sports Day such a boring day. So sian one, still want us scream like mad.
Chatted with Clive. & went off to find Rowena Darling along with him & went to find 4e5 peeepos.
Walked around, keep refilling my water bottle. Due to the cheering for Emerald. Such a kind soul.
& then finally ended. Dismissed, & went lunch with Yanning & Weilin.
Jocelyn went home, lunch-ed at LJS.
Chased Leongbing, Weilin & Brandon out their table for us to sit.
& I still had to say PLEASE to that stupid Leongbing. You owe me one please la.
IDIOT! They left, sat down & went to buy fooood. So hungry. ;DD
Saw Rowena with her friends, before leaving the place went to say bye bye. :]
Went home, saw Adrain. Grow so tall already, I realise I'm so short. T.T
So pathetic. D:
Reached home, bath. & dong, slept for 3 hours. & yet, still felt sleepy.
Voice changed. D: I think due to the screaming just now. Great.
Eyes were like closing soon, & yet still had to find research for art.
Ah, how great. :/ Do until around 11 & went to sleep.
But, sadly. Cant fall to sleep, when I've keep hearing the same songs over & over again. :/
Have been thinking alot of things recently, dont know why. But just so suddenly.
& finally, went to lalaland at 2.
Here's the pictures. :DD
The sha sha sleeping during eng lesson. ;DD So cute right, the way he sleep.
Next target, LEE DE CONG! ;DD
Went to write this on the board. ;D
LuoZhiXiang fans. ;DD
Ah, lalalala. :D
SCREAMS! Can you see him. So HOT! ^^
BOOOOOO~!
Smile. :] Everyone. !
As usual, Daryl sleeping. Sports day somemore. Still can sleep. LOLS!
I dont know why, but after hearing all those things.
I find that, its all a lie in the first place.
Foolish enough, to fall into the trap.
& then, its time to wake up from the dream.
Come back to the reality, & faced the truth.
I didnt need any explanation, cos' I find it useless.
What for, explaining all the things. When its no help at all.
Yes, I should be waking up.
Depending all on myself. Whatever it is, I wont fall into it again.
Because its a lie, afterall.
I wanted to play along with the game, after knowing all those things.
But, I chose not to. Because, its just a waste of time.
Just a mixed feelings of sadness and betrayal.
I decided to throw it behind me, go on with my life.
Cos there's plenty more things worthy for me to achieve. :]
& yes, I believe in myself. Only myself.
Because, till then. I will then know, the truth of everything.
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