Mad.

Monday.
Finally got back Bio results. 19. Finally I passed bio test.
But still, had to split class. Went the same w/ Jocelyn. :]
Sorry, Rowena. But, we'll miss you. ;DD
Mrs Tang was our teacher, anyway. She's actually quite gooood la.
Art, finally dye finish all the colours. Cant wait to open up the cloth.

Wednesday.
History common test was alright.
Chinese was somehow chaotic.
Bio, was better. :]
Ss was lame. Watching some videos. But, I dont understand what they're trying to say.
Eng, had summary test.
Lunched, played w/ Darlings the new game. LOLS! Hilarious. ;DD
Maths, teacher dont allow me to go to toilet.
So, didnt pay much attention. Was staring out into spaces. :/

& I feel myself being so useless. Now, & other days.
Things arent going that smoothly, right.
I dont know whats happening to me.
Great, I just find that the cloth was not even mine.
It was totally different from the one which I done.
& I stupidly brought home, helped to open up a little bit. & found the truth.
I just feel like crying at the spot, when I cant even find the original cloth I done.
I just feel so, pathetic.
All the time, from that moment till now. I cant stop myself thinking where's my cloth went to.
Is it that, one of my friend took it away. Thinking its his / hers ?
I just want back my old one. If not, I'll redo everything again.
Cried. Yeahs, I've been tolerating for the past few hours.
I tried not to cry infront of the public, or in the school.
The moment I stepped in my room, looking at the cloth which doesnt even belongs to me.
I just finally, break down. Crying like one madwoman.
Things just so bad. Everything's going wrong. Its not what I wanted at all.
This is not the outcome of what I wanted always.
Happily awaiting to open up the cloth, & realised that. Its not mine.
Fcuk. My life sucks now.
Roy called, telling me that Mr M said that cloth is mine.
But, I can guarantee that, its not mine.
I do the work myself, I know how it looks like.
Great, just let me continue to cry out.



& anyway, thanks Jocelyn for the great concern.
I know that you trying to cheer me up. But, its sad.
I really put in alot of effort to do that cloth. & yet, its gone / being taken away.
Thanks darling. For being there, when I just needed someone to talk to. :] Loves.
I'm feeling much better, but I just couldnt stop thinking about it sometimes.
Sorry, girls. I tried my best.
Anyway, tags will be replied other days.


I just want to escape from this reality.
Its just too harsh for me, to take on all this.