Updates! :D

Sunday.
Meet up w/ Rowena Darling in bus & bused to inter.
Mac for lunch & started to do h/ws.
Chit chatted & stuff like that. Did my art sketches.
Rained, & was worried that we cant go running.
Like finally, the rain stopped. Left mac & walked to Bedok Stadium.
Was whining all the way to there, it seeems so FAR! LOLS! Keep whining to darling that I'm so tired. ;DD Haha.
Reached, saw some bgss peepos there. Then do a little stretching & went jogging.
4 rounds around the stadium, DARLING! Great accomplishment eh! ;DD
Haha. Rest for awhile more, & went for another 3 rounds.
Shiok siaaa! The feeling is like, waaaaa. So energetic. :P
Sat down there for awhile more & walked back to inter.
Never in my whole life before, feeling so energetic after a run.
& somehow, running is also part of coping w/ stress. Felt so much better after it. :]
Bought bubble tea in inter & bus-ed back home.
& wheeeeee, every week will be going for jogging! ;DD Aaaah, so exciting. LOLS!

Monday.
Didnt went for training, because went out w/ Mummy to Simei.
Bought running shoes, because the previous one I went for jogging had opened its mouth. :/
I think it dont want me, because I neglected it so much! Awww, sorry shoe! lame.
After that, ate at KFC for late lunch.
Went fairprice to buy her fruits. Make me carry so much home.
Was grumbling all the way back laaaa. Like so, omfg!
Reached home, & finally my hands got to rest. So damn heavy. Asssss. >.<

Wednesday.
3 tests in a row. So shioking sia. :/
Make me study like one madwoman. Sorry Darlings, didnt talked much.
Because, somehow I felt so sick in the morning & also.
I wanna study. :]
Sports heat. Released school earlier.
Bus-ed there, at first wanted to walk there as I wanted to digest the food.
I dont wanna run halfway & feel like vomiting the food out man. So GROSS! D:
In the end, still bus-ed. Weather was humid, & the others wanted to take bus too.
Reached there, did a little stretching. Wait for the events to start.
Can fall asleep man. Jocelyn darling & I was like, whining like hell also.
Feel like sleeping at that time. Zzzzzz. Haha! ;DD
After that, like finally. Came to ours turn.
Then blablabla, starts. & I feel so, dissastisfied w/ myself. T.T
Halfway through running, my head was in a real pain. Damn pain, it seems like something pricking needles into my head.
Knee injury got back, finished. & it was such a torture moment.
I cant even balance myself back then, I feel like a complete idiot there. :/ LOLS.
How sacrificing can I be ?
Sat, rest. Chat. Oh, shengwei. Please do cheer up. ! :]
Haha! He was disqualified because he lost his balance & went to the other lane.
Thats it, boooom. He was out. :/ CHEEEERIOS!
Went to buy bubble tea after that & bus-ed back home.

Thursday.
DARLINGS! HAPPY 1 YEAR FRIENDSHIP!
Lets last this long long friendship together eh ? :] I LOVE you guys. ;DD
Went for training, dried the court up together w/ Jocelyn darling, Lijuan & Shirly.
& we finished okay! ;DD So tiring. Awwwww.
Played match. 3 on 3. After that, lay up competition & went home.
& Jocelyn darling, I dont mean to picking a quarrel w/ you.
So sorry.! T.T Lets not talk about it anymore, k ?
Bus was packed w/ peoples. Trying hard to squeeze through the peoples to get down. :/
Reached home, was so tired.
Ohwheeeee~ my knees hurts. Thankyou so much.
I can feel the bones like dislocating from one another.
I can feel the crack crack from inside of the knees. :/
I can feel my leg breaking down soon. Can someone just saw it off for me ?
& I'll take care, thanks Darlings for the concern. :]
& also, to many many people who asked about it.

Family problems after that. Just came out of the bath, packing things in the room.
When suddenly heard mum & brother quarreling.
Just because of my brother who asked some stupid questions.
Sitting on the middle of the table, kept quiet throughout the meal.
So afraid that one word I say, later they both come shooot me. D:
Then, there's this convo. :
Mum : Ehs, there got a piece of fish meat. Why never eat ?
Me : Huh, got meh. *takes that piece of meat*
Mum : Got. Only stupid person dont know how to eat ( she's referring the stupid person as my brother )
Me : Ah, yeah yeah. I stupid I stupid.
Bro : Who say you stupid ?
Me : No no, me me me . I said myself stupid. :/ Okay ? Go eat, dont talk.
----End---
Lameshit sia. Making me like some stupid person talking to myself. :/
Feel like crying at that moment. Just came back from a day in school plus training.
After that, reached home. Still need hear their stupid arguement.
Makes me so fcuking pissed off. Like, shitass.
Feel like shouting at that moment at them.
Feel like confronting them, asking whether they did considered how I felt when they quarrel.
Like asssss. Only thought of themselves, but not me.
End up, still having me to cheer them up. What kind of shit is this?! *ROAR!*

Friday.
Slept throughout for the chinese period.
After that english was such a torture for me.
Trying to keep awake, but whenever Mrs Tan just opened its mouth.
Baaaah, I cant resist the temptation of lying on the table & sleep like a pig.
Recess, damn cold. Sat under the bench with sun shining all over me.
Jocelyn such a lameass. ! LOLS! Keeep 2525! ;DD
Maths, Ms Koh didnt came. So Mr Ang take over, dont understand what a single thing he talking.
I prefer Ms Koh. ;DD Take care! :]
Went to com lab for the career thing.
& LOLS! Mine was something then brokers.
Like those insurance thingy, luckily the hospitality course was in it tooo.
I can be a policewoman! ;DD Because there says so.
But its so untrue can. I'm afraid of the sound of the gun. The piang piang! So, eeeeeh.
Later shoot myself, how ? :/
Went home after that.
Bathed, & went to have a haircut.
Went back & tuition.
Now, here I am blogging. ;DD
Damn, tomorrow there's still have a CIP programme.
I want to SLEEEEEP! :/





Tags Replies :
Jocelyn Darling : Girl, I'm not complaining anything. Because its my art piece, I just wanted to do it myself. Alright. :]

Rowena Darling : Haaaaa, you're not selfish. :] Aiya, you should cry sia. D: LOLS! Always, so cha yi dian de leh. Next time better cry. Hehe. :P & I'll take care. Thanks girl. :]

Weilin : Haha, is it ? I didnt know that. LOLS! :]

Jean : Hahahaha! Its alright. Linked you up soooon. ;DD

Wanning : Haaa, Thanks! :D

Jermaine : Hellloooooooo! *waves!*

Junsi : Haaaa, no need thanks in advance laaa. :] LOLS! Hmm, I think so. You can get it from me anytime when I'm done. ;D






The pooh which my brother went to put it as "commiting suicide". .___.


Snap this when he's not noticing. :D


Brother standing on my bed, playing w/ the soft toys.


Darling w/ the duck duck. :D


LOLS! Does it looks like a duck ? ;DD


The art skectches.


The carebear. Look at the hair! ;DD my brother style it.
He seems to be in love w/ all my toys. :P

Thaaaankyou! ;DD

I'm so bored at home. .____.
Finished w/ school h/w & half of the tuition ones.
Tomorrow going jogging w/ Rowena Darling. ;DD Bedok Stadium, here I come.
Finally can find some time to go run already, if not. Will grow fat. D: ( which I dont want la )
My brother was being lunatic at home, he messed up w/ my soft toys.
& even, treat one of the pooh as his BABY! Like so LAMEASS! ;DD
Photos captured, ( took it when he's not noticing ) because he busy taking picture of my pooh. ;D
He's such a goood brother. I think, our siblings bonds becomes better since last year.
Ohyayness, I'll be busy playing his PSP later. ;DD He lend it to me. Booooooo! ^^
Now chatting w/ Rowena darling while blogging.
& I simply LOVE her to the max!
The thing she said, is seriously touching! *cries*
Thanks darling.! ;] seriously, I appreciate all the things you said.
Haaaa, I feel like typing out all the contents you write in the letter you gave to me on V's day.
Should I , darling ? ;DD
Because, I feel like showing off to everyone, that I have a great bestie like her. Awww, darling, can I ? XD
She's just so cute, you know.
Handwriting like shiat in the msn. Mine much more BETTER than yours! Heh.

Alright, here I'm going to show what she said in her blog & the tag. :D

kenglin : DARLING , dont give up k. i will always be here to support you . what ever you do , just fang shou yi buo. you told me once before . no matter the outcome i will go through the outcome with you , no matter sad or happy . im just a call away . dont be scared to fall , cos i will be there to catch you . dont be afraid to cry , cos i will be there to dry all your tears . just be strong . you can do it . i will be beside you , always . when you miss me , just take out the letter and read , that will replace my absence . HAHAS . anyway , ILOVEYOU, and i will always ;D

This is the tag :

darling , remember what i wrote for you in the v.day letter ? i dint write all that for nothing k? anything , i will also pei you fen dan one . next time when you need me , i will only be one call away , when you want to cry , i will wipe it away for you de kk . cheerup , everything is going to be fine k , trust me ;D ILOVEYOU DARLING . muackiesszxzxz . <3

& this is the convo we had just now. ;DD so fun chatting w/ her.

♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Haha. Okay, now I know already.
a
Aaaaah aaaaah, I saw the tag on my blog. So TOUCHING!
t
T.T
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
next , my blog ,
go read
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
I read finish le. OMFG! See laaa see laaaa, make me cry again! D:
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
really ahhhhh
dunt cry lah
see you so sad .
i also feeel damn sad you know .
next time you want stay back do art .
tell me .
i stay back eith you k
with *
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Haaaa, yeah lo. I see you sad also will sad de leh.
Lols, dont need go home study ah!
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
can study in school also mah
den later you in school cry again
i heart pain
hahas .
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Lols. Because, very sad ma.
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
yalah
at least if im in school
can do something to make you smile
but if i not there ,
i sometimes also dunno you cry
then i cant do anything for you also
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Lols. What you want do, do chicken dance ? ;DD
Ha, paiseh ah. Because dont want you all to worry ma.
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
if it will make you smile , i dunt mind ;D
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Lols.! Then you must go to the middle of the field dance one leh. ;DD
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
but you know you cry , den i dunno , like i also very sad eh .
HAHAs
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Lols. Then next time I cannot cry, later you also cry.
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
hahas
wont lah
i will help you wipe your tears ,
then make all your tears disappear ;D ;D ;D
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Lols. Use what machine to dry my tears. ;D
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
my hand with a tissue
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Haha! So sweeeeet leh. ;DD
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
of cos lahhhhh !
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Haha! ;DD you also very spicy.
XD
[c=#DE747C] ❤ ､ｱ [/c] says:
haha
you spicier
♥ KENGLIN! ;DD Its you, who change the whole thing. says:
Lols. You the spiciest things I ever seen in the world. ;D


How touching right. ;DD Hmm, I'm still wondering if she lets me write out the contents of the letter. Hahaaa! X)
I'm anticipating to tomorrow. Ohyeah, I need brush up on my english.
Mrs Tan expectations is just way to high for me to reach. LOLS!
I dont want to fail her test siol. ;DD



& anyway Darling. :]
I'm really touched by yours words, your actions, your long long speeches.
I'm touched by your silly acts, who makes me laugh infront of the com for dont know how long.
With the stares from my mum, thinking that I'm some madgirl laughing to herself.
& girl, I'm glad that I have such a goood friend like you, for this past 12 years.
You never fails to make me smile, make me go high w/ you, when I'm right at the deepest moments.
You're such a good friend, a good buddy, a goood girlf whom I dont wanna lose.
Not now, nor in the next few years.
This friendship, like you said. Will be w/ us together until the day we die.
This will be the happiest moments I have with you, which I wont have any regrets.
我相信， 认识你，是我这一生中最幸福的事。 :]
Touched ?
Anyway, girl. Got problems, also dont hide from me k.
Can share things together. :] alright.
Because I know your crying hormones is secreting too much nowadays. :DD
Just like what you said, I will be one call away too.
If I got the time, I can walk all the way to your house & find you.
I know the way to your house. ;DD even though I only went your house once.
But, I only dont know which level only. D: Haaa.
Girl, thanks! For all the things you done. I appreciate it alot alot. :D
I (L)OVE ROWENA LEONG TO THE MAX! :P
I wont allow anyone to snatch you man. You belong to ME ME ME! Heheh! ;DD
Awwww, I start to miss you already. Girl.
Jogging tomorrow. :DD cant wait for it. Baaaaah. ;]



这是要送给我的好朋友：梁静恩！

12 年的友谊，我会让这份友情一直的延续下去。
因为，我发现，我不能失去你，我的好朋友。
我们还有很多约定还没有做，等我们长大了，还要一起住在一块呢！:]
我爱你！谢谢你！还有，对不起。如果我曾近做过让你感到伤心的事。
我真的真得很爱你的！OKAY?! ;DD

I hope you're touched by all these. :D Got cry. Hehehe :P

Eeeyucks. D:

Oh GREAT!
My neighbours now happily eating their DURIANS!
But, it stinks to the hell. D:
I feel like puking now! I feel so SICK! :S

Disappointment.

Thursday.
3 periods of art in the morning, had 45 minutes of lecturing.
Looked at friends cloth who opened up theirs tie & dye, Mr M. said that all of them failed.
After that went in, decided to look for my cloth again, & I found it.
Its at a box on top, & damn. Wasted my tears. I dont know who put it there, but definitely not me.
Maths, was boring. Go through answer for w/s.
Chem, was lab. Dinosaur partner is really, dont know what to say.
Most of the work is he do, & I just in charge of taking the thing here & there.
Lunched. & chinese.
Ss, went to commerce room. Was touring around the school, because me & Roy was like. Where is it ah. ;DD
Released early, because finished doing the work.
Then, started opening up my tie & dye.
Dont know how long passed, & finally finished.
Was like, stretching my whole body. Neck & back so pain. :/
Went to find Mr M. to prepare for the worst.
& just so bingo, it wasnt that goood.
Sad. Hold back the tears that going to drop soon.
Asked where does the problem lies. Its the pulling only.
Requested to do another piece, & he agrees. But if the outcome turns out bad, I cant do tie & dye anymore.
Asked for the grade, worst still. That disappoints me.
Walked back to the court, & finally tears just dropped. Just like that.
Went toilet to change for training, & thanks girls. :]
I appreciate it alot. Thanks for all the encouragement.
Finally stopped crying like a kid, & went to have match.
Dismissed & went home.
Showed parents the art piece, & went back room to study.
Dont wish to hear any comments at that time, told my mum about the grades & what the teacher says.
Was so tired that I dozed off at 9:30 on the study table.
Mum waked me up, & went to sleep.

Friday.
Chinese was doing report.
Sorry darlings, was a little sian. Because, stomach cramp.
English, was like going to lalaland.
Recess, played the burger game & hei bai pei w/ Darlings.
After that, nearly cried out again. :/
Maths test again. Dont know what happened to me, suddenly mind blanked.
Was staring at the paper for around 15 minutes, & faster complete it.
Scored badly, I think. D: Hais, so saaaaad.
Class period, go through the O level thingy.
& great, next Sat still need go collect newspaper & old clothes.
Early in the morning some more, I want sleep.
Some more, I wonder if the residents will be awake by us.
Definitely, we'll be so noisy. ;DD Ha.
Chinese program, do the book again & nothing much.
After that, went home.



It was such a bad disappointment afterall.
I didnt expect all this to happen at one go.
At first, I'm still thinking that I could do well.
I had all the confidence in me.
Until yesterday, everything's being strucked down.
F9, whats w/ that grade of mine.
It just so hurting, I put in all my best for the work.
& thats the outcome.
Thinking about it, I just cant help but to feel sad about it.
Maybe, from this failure. I learnt something.
Maybe, the next art piece I'll do will be a better one.
Hope it turns out like this, if not.
I dont know how long am I able to hold on.









Tags replies :
Rowena Darling : Ha, very nice uh. ;DD next time I do again for you & Jocelyn lo. I'm such a gooood girl. XD

Michelle : Ehs, cute what.

Junsi : Ha, yeahs. I didnt know that he share w/ you guys. So shocked. Like wah, thinking got spread until whole school know. ;DD but, its a tradition. Lols.

Jocelyn Darling : Ha, yeahs. Forgot to tell you all leh. :/ old le old le. Nah, its okay la. Its my work, I want to do it on my own. :] Thanks darling. Appreciate it alot.

Mad.

Monday.
Finally got back Bio results. 19. Finally I passed bio test.
But still, had to split class. Went the same w/ Jocelyn. :]
Sorry, Rowena. But, we'll miss you. ;DD
Mrs Tang was our teacher, anyway. She's actually quite gooood la.
Art, finally dye finish all the colours. Cant wait to open up the cloth.

Wednesday.
History common test was alright.
Chinese was somehow chaotic.
Bio, was better. :]
Ss was lame. Watching some videos. But, I dont understand what they're trying to say.
Eng, had summary test.
Lunched, played w/ Darlings the new game. LOLS! Hilarious. ;DD
Maths, teacher dont allow me to go to toilet.
So, didnt pay much attention. Was staring out into spaces. :/

& I feel myself being so useless. Now, & other days.
Things arent going that smoothly, right.
I dont know whats happening to me.
Great, I just find that the cloth was not even mine.
It was totally different from the one which I done.
& I stupidly brought home, helped to open up a little bit. & found the truth.
I just feel like crying at the spot, when I cant even find the original cloth I done.
I just feel so, pathetic.
All the time, from that moment till now. I cant stop myself thinking where's my cloth went to.
Is it that, one of my friend took it away. Thinking its his / hers ?
I just want back my old one. If not, I'll redo everything again.
Cried. Yeahs, I've been tolerating for the past few hours.
I tried not to cry infront of the public, or in the school.
The moment I stepped in my room, looking at the cloth which doesnt even belongs to me.
I just finally, break down. Crying like one madwoman.
Things just so bad. Everything's going wrong. Its not what I wanted at all.
This is not the outcome of what I wanted always.
Happily awaiting to open up the cloth, & realised that. Its not mine.
Fcuk. My life sucks now.
Roy called, telling me that Mr M said that cloth is mine.
But, I can guarantee that, its not mine.
I do the work myself, I know how it looks like.
Great, just let me continue to cry out.



& anyway, thanks Jocelyn for the great concern.
I know that you trying to cheer me up. But, its sad.
I really put in alot of effort to do that cloth. & yet, its gone / being taken away.
Thanks darling. For being there, when I just needed someone to talk to. :] Loves.
I'm feeling much better, but I just couldnt stop thinking about it sometimes.
Sorry, girls. I tried my best.
Anyway, tags will be replied other days.


I just want to escape from this reality.
Its just too harsh for me, to take on all this.

Baaaah.

Wednesday.
Bio, dissect pig eye! :S OMG!
I didnt even touch a single thing there, I was sitting down there using a book & covering my sight from it.
Its so, eeeeeeew. Yucks! D: The 4 bravos were there dissecting.
I couldnt stand it, I couldnt stand it! Aaaaaah, I dont want think about it anymore. Nightmares.
I just couldnt feel sick when they asked if dissecting the eye was fun. Gross.
They should go do. I regret taking bio instead of physics. Mrs Quek, can I join your class ? T.T
Finally, like the english course was over! ;D
Its like damn sian la, I dont know why we have to attend the course.
Almost everyone pon, those guai kia stayed back. XD
Okay, lame. -.-
Was drawing & drawing around the paper, sending songs & chit chatting.
After that, went inter to buy Rowena baking stuff. :DD
& then, went Mac just to eat our apple pie. LOLS!
Dashed across the road, because it was raining. I rather walk. Cause, we seems like some lunatic people dashing across. *stares*Haha.
I HATE caaaaaats! I LOVE kittens. Because, cats seems so fierce after that incident. D:
Haaah. Done my h/w, & again ended up drawing on the paper again.
My father was such a meanie. He didnt even bother to answer me once at all. When I was just beside him calling him, "papa, papaaaa, & then PAPAAAAAAAAAAA!~ "
& finally I gave up, and he started to answer me. Ignores. He deserved it. ;D

Thursday.
Art lesson for 3 period. Mr ______ was BOOOOOM! Mooodswings, very bad uh. :/
Do preserving for tie & dye until I find it so sian.
Because we used our dialect to talk, ended up scolded by him.
& suddenly, he came to scold me about the cca thingy. Like, what?!
I didnt even do anything wrong, stunned. Just listen to him, bla bla bla.
Frustrated. But whats the point.
Told Jocelyn about it, she find it ridiculous tooo.
Recess, Xiu Yan came & joined in w/ us convo.
Damn funny! :D Haha! Art teacher walked past, we were speaking in english can.
& there he goes, saying us using dialect.
Told him about the cheer thing for basketball, & booooom.
Another round of lecturing. Dumbfounded. Really, I dont know what to say at all.
Its just so ridiculous. Jocelyn didnt even talked back at him, she just say BUT.
& he find it rude. Like why?!
Its been like how many years we have been using this cheeer, none complained.
Not even the principal la. Who's being the racist here.
Damn. Just because you dont like it, & we have to change ?
Comeon la, its OUR cca. Not yours. Why would you bother.
We dont find it any reason to change at all.
Our coach is chinese can, if you want us to change to Eng. Tell me, who's the racist here.
Damnbigfcuk. I cant tolerate it, shitass. We're not going to change, mind you.
Spoilt our mood just like this, I cant stand it when he's there yelling his head off at Jocelyn.
Its not her fault, complain laduh. We have more things to say than you. __ just scram off.

Night, packed the cookies into the goodie bag.
I'm so excited. Valentine's! :D

Friday.
Went to mama shop to buy my lemon tea again.
I dont know why, this few days. I just feel like drinking it again & again.
Reached school, & give out the cookies. :D I'm just soooooo happy! Boooooo! ^^
Then, chinese. Quite bored, feel like sleeping.
English, worse. I only asked one question & was scolded by the teacher. :/
I dont understand what. Whats wrong w/ all the teachers!
Recess, I forgot what did I go.
Maths, test. Shiat! I just, awwwww. I can score damn well, but the last question, I rounded off wrongly. T.T my marks! Asss.
Assembly, I feeeel like sleeping.
But the place where I'm sitting is so damn stuffy. So warm!
Cant even sleep. What the hell. :/
After assembly, went to get our mini ice cream from Mrs Quek. ;D But, melt already.
Chinese program, usual. Do work again.
Open up the letter which Rowena darling wrote. & like she said, I cried right away.
Its so TOUCHING! Its not even being read finish, & I was crying there. Like a moron.
She was like, ehs. Joking with you de leh, you really cry uh.
Because this morning, when she gave me. She told me that I definitely will cry.
& she'll help to wipe away my tears. Thanks babe! (; I will go frame it up & hang up on the wall. :D
After that, go through answer for the work & then went home for tuition. :]
Anyway, thanks people for the prezzies. :D
I cant wait to eat the cookies done by my darlings.


Was dissapointed by the answer which Mr Loh gave.
Told him about the incident about changing the cheer.
& he said, its logical to change. & he'll discuss w/ us on Mon. ];
Why? Why must we changed ? Its was all right in the start, we had been using for years.
It was being passed down by the seniors.
I dont want our cheeer to be the same as the others school team.
Using english, whats the point.
Cant we have our own uniqueness. I just couldnt think about it, think about the cheer going to change into Bedok Green. But not stay the same like we're using now.
Damn, I feel really frustrated right now. I'm used to saying that cheer, I dont want to do a new cheer. Its so sad, to see the cheer changed. );
Damn, just because of you who started this, we have to go through all this shit thing.
Great, last year in this cca. & we will be going through all this nonsense.
Thanks for the GREAT GIFT!




The notice board which Me & Jocelyn decorated.
Crazy, when chasing after those papers. ;D
if all of you have so much comments about it, then go do it on your own.
only know how to talk, but dont know how to do. Shithole.

Micheeeelle! ;D w/ my tie & dye on her head.


The cat found in our school, outside my class.


Valentine's gift! :]


The letter which Darling wrote & touched me so much! (;



Tags replies :
Junsi : Haha! I bite you for what sia. ;D I'm not that bad! I will just chase after you w/ a chopper. Weishen : Thanks. :]
Jocelyn Darling : Haha! I updated the pictures already, k? (;
Noelle & Pearlene : Haaah. Thanks. ;] updated tooo!
Rowena Darling : Hahaaaaa! ;D Im touched by your words tooo. Awwww, so touching. T.T ;D

Updates! :D

Updates. & I forgot what I did for the past few days. :/
Alright, monday training.
Tuesday, tuition.
Wednesday, chinese & bio test. So many teeeest, die real soon.
Phonetics programme.
So boring. Wasnt paying attention at all. I dont even understand the symbols.
Because, I didnt attend the previous lesson. I was like, the stupid-est inside the class.
Draw here & there around the paper.
Chit chat w/ friends. End, & great. I forgot where I went to.
Somehow, I feel like I went to somewhere after school.
But also, I feel like I went straight hone after school. Stm, really die.
Forget it. *Skip!*

Thursday.
Chem test before lunch, halfway doing.
Gastric hurts. Practically, no moood to continue the test anymore.
Scribble, forgot equations. :/
Lunch, bought milk to drink. Since Jocelyn darling say it will feel better.
Yupp, did feel better.
But after that, more worse. Every single small things I do, the gastric hurts alot.
Cried in chinese lesson & yeahs. Jeremy text me, thinking that I was bullied by someone. Like, LOLS!
Jocelyn darling & Shuwen went to general office to get the pills.
Rowena darling stayed w/ me all time, helping me to wipe away my tears & sayang me.
See, how great to have these friends w/ me. (;
Finished, went to eat w/ Jocelyn darling.
No appetite, gave some to Jocelyn & threw away the rest.
Sat in the canteen, hugging my bag tightly.
Until I cannot tahan anymore, I plead Jocelyn that I need pilllllls.
Finally gotten it from Shengwei. How ''effective'' the pill is luuh.
Swallowed 2 pills down, damn xin ku. And then, suddenly. My gastic is like killing me.
But anyway, thanks. Finally, not that pain anymore.
Training, thanks for all the concern ehs. ;D
Went home for dinner, again. The sharpness of the pain came back. No mood to do any of my h/w.
Ended up lying on the bed & sleep.

Friday
Lessons per usual. Mrs Quek didnt came.
Class lesson was a lil boring. Feel like sleeping already.
Chinese afternoon programme, released early.
So, went to do cca notice board w/ Jocelyn darling.
Jocelyn ah, relax uh! No vulgarities! :D I didnt scold any hor. :D
Change venue, & continue doing.
Finally done, went to paste it up on the board.
Spent lots of time, stapling the paper up. So damn, difficult.
&, the board all so dusty one. Eeeee~! :D
Paper flying around, we were like chasing for the papers. Screaming like madwoman.
Done, pictures upload next time. (;
Went tm w/ Jocelyn darling. Meet up w/ Waileong. Pau! :D Haha!
Fun guy to chat with. Lameass. LOLS!
Jocelyn makes me, wanna kill her.
Shopped, bought ear studs, bubble tea. & went home.
Thanks for the drinks treat, owe you 1! (:
Was laughing out like madwoman in the bus.
Because of the " can you dont scold me " face loook, & Jocelyn lame things.
She said, Kenglin scream will go to the max point.
After that, she will HA HA HA!
Then there I go laughing. Stopped for less than 1 second, I laughed again.
Because, I saw a bangala & laughed out again. :D
Laughed all the way to inter.
Went separate ways, & chatted w/ Jocelyn. (: Dont lose your phone again!

Saturday.
Early in the morning, go pray.
The incense thingy hurts my eyes so much.
Listened to music all the way. Dying of boredom.
Dozed off on the way back to inter.
Lunched w/ Rowena darling. Chatted lots of things, cheeer up. (:
Went to buy materials for my cookie thingy.
Then, accompanied her for a haircut.
& then, went to buy things again. Went home. (:
Started doing on my cookies until 10 plus. Tired! Awwww, but its FUN! :D
I'm hoping to hear compliments. ! Hehe! X)
I'm tired already. LOLS! Off to lala land. ;D

JOCELYN!
Darling, read your blog. Was sad, when I heard that you cried again.
I miss you loads, girl. (; Anything, tell me. Alright. Feel free to call me.
So far, no phone call from you leh. Girl!
I dont wanna see you cry anymore, cause it hurts alot.
Neither would you want to see me cry, right.
The same feelings. (: Be brave girl, cause there's a lot more for you to handle in the future.
& I know, you can do it. You always seeems so brave, but weak when handling things like that.
No matter what, cheeeer up. I love you, like I always do! :D

ROWENA!
Another beloved darling, I didnt know that what I said can be so INSPIRATIONAL! :D
I'm still clueless, which words / sentence did I say.
Nevermind, I write it down again.
Follow your heart, girl. There's still few days left, to let you decide which decision you choose.
Dont regret, just dont. I dont wanna see your face looking so sullen.
Dont cry, girl. Be brave. (; Can call me whenever problems hunts you.
I'll be there listening.
Well, no matter what. Dont think about the outcome.
Think about what you going to do, after that.
Whether its positive or negative, I'll be there.
When the day comes, if you need someone to be by your side. Call me out.
I'll be there. (: really, girl.
No matter whats the outcome is, I share the outcome w/ you. (:
Be strong, alright. I love you tooooo! :D
I hope, you can find your way out from this puzzle. & find your correct answer.
LOVES! (:





Alright, enough of counselling. Off to sleeeep. :D Nights, people! :D