You SUCKS.

Its been soooo long since I last update.
& I nearly forgotten my password. :S
I'm here to rant. Yes, RANT !
So much unhappy stuff, today's the worst.

Ohgreat, I failed my Maths common test.
So ? I dont give a damn, because its the stupid distance & the speed time graph that make me did so badly.
& yes, I know my mistakes. So, I know where I should buck up on.
I know I'm the last in the class for this test. But that doesnt means that you can use it to come say me. Right ?
& you this irritating bastard, how I wish I can slap your face right at that time.
I'm asking a question, from Jeremy, whose sitting beside me.
You, directly behind me. ( Although I wish that I can sit somewhere far you ) interrupt when I'm asking a question & make fun of me & said : ''Aiyo, first time you fail until so jialat. You lousy la. "
You interrupt my thoughts, & made me forgot what I wanted to ask.
& I had to repeat the question again & you interrupt again.
Mr H, I didnt know that you need that much of attention.
I've been tolerating this few days, ohgreat bastard. You lose face, infront of the teacher and your friends.
I just simply shouted this : Can you please shut up, you're so annoying & noisy. So RUDE. Dont interrupt can.
Although I wish that I could add some vulgarites, but I couldnt.
Silence. I feel so happy mansx, I was like. *CLAAAAPS! KENGLIN, BRAVO!*
You said this : Oh, she's angry.
LOLS ! Well, I'm not angry. I'm ANNOYED.
Can you even imagine, having such a thick-skinned guy from your class, who sits nears you & always saying how clever, how talented, how professor he is ?
He looks down on people, when he knew that his friends, or the people around him comes from a quite good primary school. & joined BGSS.
That bastard, doesnt even know where he exactly stand.
& hey, so what if I come from temasek pri ? So what I entered BGSS.
At least, I'm not like him going around boasting that I'm sooooo clever, talented & a professor.
Go, eat shit. Mr H. (:
If you, Mr H. Is so clever, talented & such a professor.
Why you joined BGSS ? & even entered 4E5.
You should be somewhere in a talented school.
Or even, you could skip your O level & take your A level.
Or, at least. You should be studying in Raffles .
Oooooh, I think you're none of the above. Thats why, even if you wants to study in Raffles. The Principal doesnt even want you to be there.
Why, because Mr H just cant stop shaking his body every minute.
His body, or even all his limbs seems to be so loose that cant stop swinging to and fro.
I pity you, for that.

If you think, you're a person who got trend. Sorry, Mr H. You're not.
Wearing the formal shirt for Be Yourself Day.
I tell you, you've disgraced those guys out there wearing formal shirt.

Oh, I'll never ever get pissed because of you.
I'll never ever waste my time going around complaining what you did to my friends, which is a waste of my saliva.
I'll never ever want to sit near you. I'll shoo away from you during maths lesson. ( Because I dont want to get a disease : Boastful disease )
I'll never ever will let myself to dampen my own mood just of you blabbering your bastard language which caused myself not to enjoy my day.
I'll never ever want to see you.
I'll never ever want to hear your name.
I'll never ever want to hear him talk, with that eeeeee voice.
If I see him, I'll defintely go wash my eyes.
If I touch his belongings, I'll wash my face.
If I hear his voice, I'll go home and dig my ears out.
Because, I dont want some stupid germs on me.
I'll wish you die, but sadly. You cant.
Because, you still havent know how to live your life, properly.

Thank you, Mr H.
For letting me know what a Bastard you are.
You're a big ****ing, irritating & no brain person I ever met.

----------------------The End------------------------



Ohgawd, after typing these out. I felt more more better.
I've been thinking about how irritating he is since I met him, when I'm on my way home.
& he shows so much weaknesses.
Seeker-attention, being boastful, proud. Awwww, I feeeel sooooo sad for him.
For, he dont have a life worthy for himself to live.
HAHA! I just cant stop laughing to myself when I typed out all these.
&, I'll not complaint. But, explain to my parents about him.
I think they feel the same way as me. Even used how many medicines to cure him, also no use le la. Hor ?
Beyond cure already. Because, he's already in the process of last stage. :D
No more mentioning of him.




There's study session with R. tomorrow. :DD
So many homework to be done.
Oh, & I got to start doing the things for that nice darling of mine & buying materials.
Find a day shopping with parents. I'll miss family outing. )':
Actually, tomorrow's having a family outing. )':
But sadly, that lame dad of mine. Didnt inform me earlier, & I planned to go study already.
So, miss it.
& there's really a lame conver. between my dad & me last night.
-Halfway through a show, came in & sat beside me-
Dad : eh, Saturday go Orchard. We go SHOPPING!
Me : huuuuuh, I saturday going study with Rowena leh. You la, dont say earlier.
Dad : aiyah, how I know la. Thought you free.
Me : Go with mummy. go dating lor. :D
Dad : dont want la. i dont want friend her already, she dont want care me.
Me :dont crazy la. go with her la. Shenjingbing leh ni. *give the stupid face*

Hah, I think I inherited most of my dad character genes.
Because I'll always say this to R. : I dont want friend you le la, you dont want care me le. )':
LOLS. I know, very lame la. But, its my character. Or, our character. :D
Anyway, off I go to find my beloved SS501 pictures.
JUNGMIN ! <33.

Nightmares.

Oh, like finally I updated on my blog.
But, maybe its my last tooooo. D:
Firstly, I think I really need to stop using the computer & watching shows.
Because, all these can be done after O.
Secondly, left a few months to O, & I still can slack around doing nothing. -.-
& so, I decided. After holiday, I'll try to stop the temptations around me.
Booooooo.
Anyway, I also have no idea what should I post about.
But, just recently, having nightmares all the night.
Its so scary, & thinking about it makes me go, ohmfg.
Goosebumps. ! *screams*

Off to go watch video. D: HAHAH!
IloveSS501! :DD
&&, my mum just cut her hand when she's chopping something.
Gross, I saw the bloood keep flowing out of her hand. eeeeeeew.
But luckily dad was at home, so he helped to clean the wound.
Ouch, she didnt even cry. & there I go thinking, if it happens to me, I will go dizzy once I see the blood, if not, shouting for help. LOLS!

Toooodles. :D

Dramatic change.

Finished burning the videos & pictures from my com to a disc for cousin.
Like finally. D: LOLS !
Unsure if today will be a long post or what, but I think it will be quite long ba. :/
Back to track, last week dont know what day.
After lesson, went Rowena house. Because she wanted to cook one meal for me. :DD
& coooool , reached her house, then started.
See her prepare everything, like so TOUCHED mansx. :P
I was over there, oooooh, so sweeeeeet. LOLS.
Finished, then ate the noodle. Rating ah, 5/5. :DD
Really very nice eh. XD Still got more meals waiting for me. Hehh.
Then, went her room. Was so funny that I cant stop laughing.
Because, she put something over her bear. Like, afraid that her bear would get cold like that.
Started laughing, all the way.
Then walked home after that, since its just a few blocks away. :D


This was our NOODLE.

This week, same lesson all the way. Like, sian.
Especially for Bio. D: So boring.
One of the lesson for bio was to do the genes bla shit.
Due to boredom, used the material to make into a ring. :DD
I know la, its lame. But, nothing to do what.


This was the ring I make. :DD

Then art programme, do coursework.
Mich used my phone to zilian. LOLS. See below. :D


Mich smiling to all of you. :D

& finally, June holiday programme was over.
Can PARTY. But sadly, so many h/w waiting for me to be done. .___. So saaad.
Anyway, its over already. Haaa.
Last Saturday, went over to cousin 21 years old Birthday Party.
I was the camera woman la, because was busy taking videos & pictures.
Eat, chat, slacked.
Picture speaks everything. :D


This is my cousin, WanLin. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY !


The cake. :D Cooool right.


Family Picture, ooooh. & I saw my future sis-in-law in it.
Neh, that girl standing between my dad & brother. :D


COUSINS! with my future da sao again la. :D


& lastly, the 3 families together. :DD

I just simply love this picture, because, its so perfect.
Perfect in the way that, all members of the family is in there.
So seldom that we took a family photo together. Cooooool~ :P
Anyway, I got one future da sao in it, also a future brother in it.
Both people, all in the picture.
15 people in it wor. So, 爽。
Because, my Da Jie Jie going to get married soooon.
Latest by next Jan. :D Then means, New year got one more Ang Bao. LOLS!
Thats my brother said one, not me, okay.
Later you people think I money face. =.=


Oh great, SS501 coming to Singapore for their 1st Asia Concert.
Asked mummy yesterday night if I could go, since its already after O level.
& I will used my own money to pay the ticket, so she said yes. :DDDDDD
So yipee yay yay ! :D Their songs actually quite nice leh.
Ohohoh, cant wait for Dec to come. :D
So now, is to find someone whose willing to go to the concert with me. :D

Actually planned to go Parkway today with friends or what.
But, due to I didnt go around msging people, asking if they free.
So, in the end I stayed at home.
Maybe next monday or next week then go ba.
Anyway, father's day is coming. Fretting over what to buy for my dad. D:
Any ideas, eh ?

Yesterday night, tossed around the bed until 1 plus and finally went to sleep.
Was thinking over the same thing that had been troubling over me for the past few days.
Sadly, I needed someone to talk to.
Everything's piling up in me, but I got no one to turn to last night.
Darling, asleep.
Who else can I find ?
Went down my contact list, really got no idea who to call.
Even if I call, I might be disturbing them.
So, in the end. Forced myself to go back to sleep.
Darling going for her NPCC camp tomorrow till Sunday.
I wonder, within this period of time, who can I really turn to. )':

I dont know what revenge you really wanted.

What I know was only, you're being selfish. To her, & to yourself.

She was there for you, when you was at your lowest point of time.

It was her, who gave you all the encouragements, being there for you.

But, because if one small thing, you decide to spoil the friendship b/w you both.

& all in your mind, was to have revenge & to settle the thing asap.

Dont you know that, she's upset because both of you is no longer friends.

What she really wanted, was just a friendship.

When she showed me all the messages, the heart sank.

Yes, It sank. Completely.

Yes, she was right. She got her own life, she got her rights whether to tell me the truth or not.

What's wrong telling me all that?

Its not like she or you did something wrong that couldnt tell me right?

& yet, you treated her that way. I dont know what happen to you, but you becaome the one that I no longer know.

Yes, I should stop blabbering all about this.

What I want to know it, isnt there any solution to resolve the things anymore?

Is what revenge you really wanted?

If it is so, go ahead. Get your revenge & settle your things asap.

If that will make you more happy instead.

Yes, I dont know what's the defination for friendship.

So much things happened lately, including the things around me.

I wont ever, ever, ever fall for you.

If this, still cant wake you up. I really dont know what to expect more from you.
You're not the one I knew anymore.

& as always, I always think that friends should help each other.
But yet, when a friend fall apart just because A thinks that B is pissing A off.
& A starts to avoid B.
What kind of friendship is this, actually.
Right now, I pity B. Not because of this, but because B lose a friendship.
Great, you make me want to lose this friendship with you.
Thankyousomuch.

If a friendship is so vulnerable to break,

then I choose not to have any friendship with you.

Cos' you giving me the impression,

that a friendship worth nothing to you.

I'm feeling so down, right now.

Mock Practical yesterday.
Ehehehe. I did something so SWEEEEET to Darling.
The owner of this blog, wake up at 6 plus, specially to send a GOOD LUCK msg to Darling. :DD
But sadly, this ROWENA L. wont cry one sia.
Finished sending the msg & after reading her reply, I quickly went back to my lala-land. :P
Woke up again at 9 plus, prepared. & left home.
Surrendered phone, & waited. Blashit.
Okay, Jaclyn had to help me on my bunsen burner first, & both of us got nagged at.
Whatever shit. Asssss.
Flunk the paper, because I all dont understand. D:
&& Darling waited for me for 1 hour. So XIN FU ! :D :D :D :D :D :D
LOLS ! Went inter, to pay Darling library fine.
After that, went Long John for lunch.
Laughed throughout the meal, because stupid things keep happening.
& we got to say : Pretend you see nothing. LOLS !
After that, something hilarious happened. Walked out of lj busy laughing.
Then saw Shengwei & Jason. Their face was so hilarious, especially Shengwei one.
Laughed throughout again. :D
& we dont know said 'Gay' for how many times.
Because, we keep seeing guys with wierd hairstyles, & the clothes they wearing.
Bus-ed back home. :D

Starting of the June holiday lessons.
First day, late already. But, its the bus came late.
Waited from 7:30 to 7:45, then come the bus. Shitholes.
Lessons as usual, Rowena Darling start whining when she saw her name for the POA afternoon lessons, & its her "favourite" teacher to teach her somemore. :D
Accompanied her from 1 to 2. & went home.
Haha, Darling now should be still listening to the teacher voice.
Wonder if she's sleeping or going to fall asleep or still awake. :DD
HAHA! DARLING, JIAYOU ohhh ! XD

I love my Darling ! :DD
She's such a nice person.
Oh, & she says she's gonna cook 2 meals for me.
SOOOOOOO TOUCHED ! T.T
Heh, waiting for the day to come to come. :P
ROWENA L. ! WHY TIMES ALWAYS PASS SO FAST WHEN I'M W/ YOU ?
Booooooooooooooo ! ^^
I want an outing with her soooooon. :DDDDDD

Oh, & I'm so fcuking pissed off now.

Who are you to keep questioning me like that.

I find it, FREAKING, FUCKING, PISSED! IRRITATED!

JUST GO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!

DAMNHELLYOUPEOPLE.SHITASS!

GOBANGWALLCAN!

SO MANY COMMENTS, THEN GO COMMENTS ON OTHER PEOPLE.

LAZY TO BOTHER WITH YOU PEOPLE.

BE MORE MATURE CAN, ACT LIKE A GROWN UP.

YOU THINK YOU STILL YOUNG?!

SO LAME. SO BTH. SO ANNOYING.

Oh, phew. Feel much more better now.

Tomorrow then complain to Darling. I bet she also screamed out her lungs. :DD

Not going to waste more of my energy on those immature people.

Hey, get a life ? If not, get a brain.

I think, even dog is much more clever than you. :]

Its OVER ! :D

Finally, chinese O level has ended. Yes, wheeeee ~
Eh, no idea. But practically, find the paper quite okay.
Only when they request to 自由发挥, I think I totally write crapsx. :/ Whatever.
I already aiming for a A. If I got B3, hehehe. Off you see me retaking the paper again.
Whatever la, I dont know what to comment also.
Wait until the results come out then see how ba.

Oh, & one hilarious thing happen to ROWENA L. today.
During the break, waiting for the paper 2 to start.
She was running towards me, & then. She nearly FALL.
I think the floor was slippery la, the expression she got on the face was so HILARIOUS that I just cant stop laughing.
Then there she goes : Got people see not. Wabiang, very ps eh. :DD
I was like, HAHAHAHAHA! *ROFL*
Its really damn hilarious laaaduh.
Even when I'm doing my paper 2, when I think of the scene she nearly falls & the expression she got on her face. I cant stop myself from laughing. But, I did control la. Later teacher thinks I cheat. :/

Went Mac for lunch none other than Darling.
We got to Scissors, Paper, Stone to decide who go & buy the meal.
In the end, I lost. WHATEVER!
Funny conversation, cant stop laughing when I'm with this clumsy girl !
Library, borrowed books.
Rowena Darling is so ........ I dont know what to say.
The books that I choose for her, she just said this : This book dont appeal to me. =.=
& then, she choose book also must choose if the book cover is hard or soft.
But, its still a book. Right, Darling ?
In the end, she still cant borrow. Because, she still havent paid her loan. :DD Laughs!
Went home after that, I love sitting bus rides with her.
Because, we will have non-ending conversations.

Mum asked me how's my test.
Told her, & also told her & demonstrate how Rowena L. nearly fall infront of me.
My mum laughed also. See see, darling. Your clumsiness makes my mum laugh at YOU !
BOOOOOOO ~! :P
I told my mum about this specific person, & she starts shaking her head with diapproval.
LOLS ! Darling, tomorrow then tell you the secret. :DD
Gossip time tomorrow again !

Ohgreat, tomorrow's Mock Practical.
But, I cant even open the bunsen burner, & they wants me to do the whole experiment by myself.
Disgusting. Oh, I'm gonna die tomorrow. HAHAHAHA!
I'm in shift 3 ! Dont need so early wake up & stay there till 1:30.
Darling, 委屈你了。哈哈，明天见哦！:DD

I realised it, too late.

I dont know what happened to me lately.
My left leg muscles were killing me a few days back.
Every step I took, it seems like, there's a sting in it.
I cant stretch my leg, afraid that I might get a leg cramp immediately.
& yesterday, my right knee cap hurts.
Yes , it hurts that bad.
It hurts already when I just reached home.
I dont know is it because of the air con in the Expo that strong or what.
but it just hurts. )':
The moment when I finished my bath, about to step out of the room.
the knee hurts.
I cant even lift up my right knee, moreover can I stand with my right leg on.
I got to stand on the same spot, holding on to the door.
Even if I walk, I got to limp.
Its time to take good care of my old injury, isnt it ? )':



One week of MT intensive is over. Yes, finally over.
Its not that not useful la, but just that. Towards the end, drop dead sleeping.
I cant stand facing the chinese paper again & again.

Meet the parents session on thursday.
Waited for mum to come, toured around the school with Joshua & Mich.
Di-siao Mich. Heh, cannot say the details out here even I want to.
Because Mich will come kill me. :X
Then, came to my turn. Mrs Quek talked, Ms Lim write notes.
Mum listened, & me , smiling to the three ladies.
LOLS ! They started crapping about my results.
Anyway, I'm satisfied with my results la. :DD
Went home after that, she was nagging about my science results. :/

Friday, went Expo to study MT.
Studied till 4 plus, & started to chat and talked about many many things.
Went home after that, & we saw a DORAEMON car.
Pictures below, I was like. OMFG! Can I go steal the car ? D:

Today, went Expo to study MT again.
Planned to go Airport to have Popeye for lunch.
But, till to that we watched the news last night.
We suddenly thought of the H1N1 flu, so decided to change back to Expo.
Subway for Lunch, & went to study.
Saw Clive, so studied together. & around 4 plus, he left for his service & we continued with our work.
Left for home around 5 plus.
I simply just love my lovely darling ; Rowena L.
Heh, she just so nice to talk to.
So fun to play with. :DD
Both of us have the chemistry. Think of the same thing, talk at the same time with the same words.
12 years of friendship, & I believed that it will last for ever. :D
Darling, thanks for so much.
& for always encouraging & motivating me to do better.
I think, its my honour for knowing this friend since nursery.
ROWENA L. Thank you so much, I LOVE YOU ! :DD

The stupid fucking noise is making me going bonkers !
How can they make the road when its already at night.
Cant they be more considerate ? Fucking ass.
CAN YOU JUST STOP DRILLING THE ROAD ANYMORE ! __

Ohyeah, I suddenly remembered something.
To the person who fake my name on that tag, I dont know should I be angry or not ?
But, I think that. It's a waste of my energy to be angry with you.
Pathetic ? Quite true, get a life.
But, if you want continue faking my name as what you did.
Please do so . :] I will welcome it.
You know why ? Because, I think. I should do some charity laaaa.
I just pity on you, that's it.
Do something which is worthy for you, but not this.
Because, the way you do this.
You're just showing me, how low you are. Enjoy reading, yo ! :DD


Tag Replies :
Tinghui : Relink you sooooon. :D

Weilin : Eh, yo ? You're the guy one right ? &, I'm not your brother, ass. You this sister !

Rowena : Hah, thanks Darling. I agree w/ you too, they should get a life. :DD








This is the DORAEMON CAR I saw. Coooool right ?


Seeee~ even the toys inside is all about DO-RAE-MON ! :DD


The Coffee Bean Drinks we've been drinking for the past 2 days.


& lastly, US ! :D

Screw MYE papers !

SCREWTHOSEDAMNHELLPAPERS!




Got back papers already. But, I'm feeling so...... uncontented.
Chinese paper first. wow, nothing else to say. 58%.
I can say that the teacher who marked the paper is so, CRUEL! .
For the first time, I got myself a c5 for my mother tongue. *claps*
Cried. such a disappointment.
Bio next. Hah, I'm very proud of my results leeeey.
29.4%. Cool right, but I'm not the lowest in my class. Plus, I dont even care.
Firstly, that paper was damn hard. Stucked at the first few questions already.
I can go around telling people my marks, laughing. Yes, my classmates taking physics think I'm mad. LOLS!
& Ms Yong went crapping with me. Whatever she said, I just yeah yeah.. papaya! :DD
SS gotten back. 31/50. Okay la, but still. Why my essay never hit 10. Both get 9 leeeh.
Stupid Azahar. When going to take the paper from him, I said : where's your wife uh. *grins*
English, like the guys were going to pick a fight with Mrs Tan. Hilarious.
Maths, overall 58%. c5 again. so many 5, can as well tell me go hi-5 with other people sua.
Asssss.
Do corrections, & found out so many careless mistake. T.T
I was whining to Jeremy. & there I goes, saying I want cry already.
He said, cry lor cry lo.
When I looked at him, tears rolling down. Emotional breakdown.
But, I'm laughing while crying. Firstly, looking at the stupid careless mistakes. My heart was like, broken into pieces. Stab a knife into my heart, please.
But, Daryl, Cheuk Hin & Jeremy keep doing stupid things which made me laughed until, I dont know if I'm crying or laughing.
Daryl, sing the songka song for me. I also dont know why. That bear.
Cheuk Hin, was saying some stupid things.
This is what he said ah.
1-5 marks : cry.
6-10 marks : bang wall.
11-15 marks : slash wrist
16-20 marks : jump down / commit suicide. *stares at him*
& just soon when he finished saying, Ms Koh just said this.
"Cheuk Hin, get out. The corridor needs you. Somemore, today you spike hair right, good eh. Can attract some attention from other people. Go OUT !. "
Damn hilarious, when he walking his way out, he told the teacher saying that he's innocent bla shit, & trying to comfort me. *GRINS*
Continue do corrections, & found a few more careless mistakes.
Cried again. Jeremy was like, oooi, dont cry ley. If you cry over this few marks, then Joshua do what eh. He lose more marks than you eh.
Why did he say that ? Because, Joshua flunk his Maths paper.
Daryl started with a very idiotic coversation.
Daryl : Kenglin kenglin, dont cry already la. first time see people lose marks cry over it sia.
Me : of course la, so heartbroken leh. this marks can push the results up one leh.
Daryl : ehs, your da yi ma come is it ? so emotional.
Me : *stares* NO LA! You crazy ah, havent come la. asshole.
Jeremy : woah, you never come da yi ma already like that le sia.
Jeremy & Daryl : then if you come da yi ma, then more worst sia.
& they started laughing. Ms Koh sent them some stares. LOLS!
Chemistry, was really a utter disappointment.
Chem paper actually was quite easy, but yet . I dont know why, I failed.
38/85. Seriously, I got no clue.
I put in so much effort, but again. Careless mistakes found.
Didnt balance my equations, because, I dont have enough time to do it .
& I think, I need more understanding in what the question is asking me about.
So, breakdown again. This time, a real emotional breakdown.
But, its fine already.
Firstly, I know that even if I didnt do well, but I gave all my effort in it. I did my best already.
Next, yes. I should do even better for my Prelims.
Oh, & Art. I dont know what to say. 71/100.
I dont know if its a good mark ? Because, almost everyone gotten a scoldings.

Gosh, left with english & history.
Anyway, feeling much more better.
This 2 days, really. Was such a dramatic day. I think, I cried for almost all my papers.
Because, I didnt meet my expectations. Its really such a disappointment. )':
But, I'm not going to give up just like that.
I'm going to prove that, I can do it. Better. Yes, I CAN !
So, wait for my Prelims result. Okay ! :DD
Oh, thanks so much for Darlings to be there for me.
& also, not forgetting 4e5 for encouraging me tooooooo ! :]