Dramatic change.

Finished burning the videos & pictures from my com to a disc for cousin.
Like finally. D: LOLS !
Unsure if today will be a long post or what, but I think it will be quite long ba. :/
Back to track, last week dont know what day.
After lesson, went Rowena house. Because she wanted to cook one meal for me. :DD
& coooool , reached her house, then started.
See her prepare everything, like so TOUCHED mansx. :P
I was over there, oooooh, so sweeeeeet. LOLS.
Finished, then ate the noodle. Rating ah, 5/5. :DD
Really very nice eh. XD Still got more meals waiting for me. Hehh.
Then, went her room. Was so funny that I cant stop laughing.
Because, she put something over her bear. Like, afraid that her bear would get cold like that.
Started laughing, all the way.
Then walked home after that, since its just a few blocks away. :D


This was our NOODLE.

This week, same lesson all the way. Like, sian.
Especially for Bio. D: So boring.
One of the lesson for bio was to do the genes bla shit.
Due to boredom, used the material to make into a ring. :DD
I know la, its lame. But, nothing to do what.


This was the ring I make. :DD

Then art programme, do coursework.
Mich used my phone to zilian. LOLS. See below. :D


Mich smiling to all of you. :D

& finally, June holiday programme was over.
Can PARTY. But sadly, so many h/w waiting for me to be done. .___. So saaad.
Anyway, its over already. Haaa.
Last Saturday, went over to cousin 21 years old Birthday Party.
I was the camera woman la, because was busy taking videos & pictures.
Eat, chat, slacked.
Picture speaks everything. :D


This is my cousin, WanLin. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY !


The cake. :D Cooool right.


Family Picture, ooooh. & I saw my future sis-in-law in it.
Neh, that girl standing between my dad & brother. :D


COUSINS! with my future da sao again la. :D


& lastly, the 3 families together. :DD

I just simply love this picture, because, its so perfect.
Perfect in the way that, all members of the family is in there.
So seldom that we took a family photo together. Cooooool~ :P
Anyway, I got one future da sao in it, also a future brother in it.
Both people, all in the picture.
15 people in it wor. So, 爽。
Because, my Da Jie Jie going to get married soooon.
Latest by next Jan. :D Then means, New year got one more Ang Bao. LOLS!
Thats my brother said one, not me, okay.
Later you people think I money face. =.=


Oh great, SS501 coming to Singapore for their 1st Asia Concert.
Asked mummy yesterday night if I could go, since its already after O level.
& I will used my own money to pay the ticket, so she said yes. :DDDDDD
So yipee yay yay ! :D Their songs actually quite nice leh.
Ohohoh, cant wait for Dec to come. :D
So now, is to find someone whose willing to go to the concert with me. :D

Actually planned to go Parkway today with friends or what.
But, due to I didnt go around msging people, asking if they free.
So, in the end I stayed at home.
Maybe next monday or next week then go ba.
Anyway, father's day is coming. Fretting over what to buy for my dad. D:
Any ideas, eh ?

Yesterday night, tossed around the bed until 1 plus and finally went to sleep.
Was thinking over the same thing that had been troubling over me for the past few days.
Sadly, I needed someone to talk to.
Everything's piling up in me, but I got no one to turn to last night.
Darling, asleep.
Who else can I find ?
Went down my contact list, really got no idea who to call.
Even if I call, I might be disturbing them.
So, in the end. Forced myself to go back to sleep.
Darling going for her NPCC camp tomorrow till Sunday.
I wonder, within this period of time, who can I really turn to. )':

I dont know what revenge you really wanted.

What I know was only, you're being selfish. To her, & to yourself.

She was there for you, when you was at your lowest point of time.

It was her, who gave you all the encouragements, being there for you.

But, because if one small thing, you decide to spoil the friendship b/w you both.

& all in your mind, was to have revenge & to settle the thing asap.

Dont you know that, she's upset because both of you is no longer friends.

What she really wanted, was just a friendship.

When she showed me all the messages, the heart sank.

Yes, It sank. Completely.

Yes, she was right. She got her own life, she got her rights whether to tell me the truth or not.

What's wrong telling me all that?

Its not like she or you did something wrong that couldnt tell me right?

& yet, you treated her that way. I dont know what happen to you, but you becaome the one that I no longer know.

Yes, I should stop blabbering all about this.

What I want to know it, isnt there any solution to resolve the things anymore?

Is what revenge you really wanted?

If it is so, go ahead. Get your revenge & settle your things asap.

If that will make you more happy instead.

Yes, I dont know what's the defination for friendship.

So much things happened lately, including the things around me.

I wont ever, ever, ever fall for you.

If this, still cant wake you up. I really dont know what to expect more from you.
You're not the one I knew anymore.

& as always, I always think that friends should help each other.
But yet, when a friend fall apart just because A thinks that B is pissing A off.
& A starts to avoid B.
What kind of friendship is this, actually.
Right now, I pity B. Not because of this, but because B lose a friendship.
Great, you make me want to lose this friendship with you.
Thankyousomuch.

If a friendship is so vulnerable to break,

then I choose not to have any friendship with you.

Cos' you giving me the impression,

that a friendship worth nothing to you.