You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there.
If, this was to applied to me. How I wish, it was true.
With all this pretence on me, I feel so emotionally tired.
A smile, doesnt means that I'm happy with my life.
A shed of tear, doesnt means that I'm unhappy with my life.
Yes, I got tons of troubles bottling up in me.
But, I dont want to share it all out.
Dont ask me why I'm moody.
Dont ask me why I'm behaving this way.
For once, I just want to be myself.
I have the rights, to choose what I want to do in my life.
Dont even bother asking me whats happening.
If I want to say, I'll say.
For once, I just want all Bastards to disappear right in front of me.
A lesson / fact that I learnt so far : You never know what lies in a person, until you knew the truth.
Yes, I finally knew the truth.
& thanks for letting me know.
Bastards, how I wish all of you can disappear right in front of me.
Your presence, makes me feel so damn freaking disgusted.
Bastards, you have no rights to judge me for who I am.
Bastards, how I hope you will not have an easy life in the future.
But also, thanks Rowena & Jocelyn for being with me .
All this while, thanks for letting me crying out comfortably in front of you girls.
Thanks for the hug when I needed one,
thanks for the encouragement given,
those stupid jokes that made to cheer me up.
I never forget these, truly. Thanks. :]
16 years of life, I learnt the cruelity of life.
But, there's something that always give me much joy.
&, thats Both of YOU! :]
Sry, but I cant stop crying right now.
Because, memories of stuff that we did together, came playing in my mind.
Just 3 words, I love you. :P
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.
& this, is what I wanted to say.
But never had the chance to say infront of you girls.
Jocelyn ah jocelyn, Jiayou oh.
not only in studies, r/s or family matters.
But, also in all things that you want to achieve in your life.
Dont make the wrong decisions that will made you regret again.
I just want you to know, thanks for being there.
there's an attraction force b/w us, that never separates.
PRELIMs coming, & sooon O's.
Dont give up so early, you can do it de. Okay ?
You have been improving, dont always so negative-minded.
Things might turn out differently. :]
Lastly, all the best. & ILY <3!
Rowena ah rowena, nothing to say to you leh. :DD
Okay lah, tomorrow is finally your POP.
& happy to know that, you've gotten the highest rank.
I'm of course proud of you luh. Next time, call you Ma'am Rowena. :DD
Hah, ohyeah. You still owed me a Polar Bear Hug.
I've been pestering like dont know how long, but you die die dont want give me. D:
Darling ah, you also ah. Must jiayou in your studies.
Although I know you've been studying alot uh.
You ah, dont so crazy le.
Must wen rou yi dian ma, later guys see le run away.
Then they ask themselves : Why this girl so crazy ? Is it never eat medicine. :D
But, I just like the crazy side of yours.
If not, why will I always be so happy beside you.
You got this cheerfulness that will go around spreading to others.
Thanks for everything you done, ILY tooooo. <3!
Girls, I'm not good in expressing words nor in actions.
But, I just want to say.
This friendship of ours, will never be broken. :)
& girls, I really really do love you loads.
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