Blanked.

SS paper was a total disastrous.
Forgot the points for the Fall of Venice, how great.
Maths, manageable.
But one problem is that, it seems that I'll fall asleep doing maths paper. :/
After school, Dad called & asked if I end school alr.
Because he still owed me something, my reward.
So, he asked if want to have lunch tgt.
Sadly, got this english thing & also having tuition.
So, )': He still owed me one.
Nvm, anyway, it seems that oral is getting harder & harder.
Aaaaaah, why can't english be like chinese. T.T

Anyway, going back to school tmr morning to have an oral session with Mrs tan.
Right now, I suddenly have a craving for sub-way, honey milk tea & also, jogging.
Hah, should I go for a jog this sunday with daddy at ECP ?
Aaaaah, I just wanna have my subway ! :x

:D

Release of O level Chinese results.
& gladly, I cried tears of joy. (:
Dont want to tell people my results, because some might think that I'm just boasting on it.
So, just want to thanks the hugs & congratulations given by my friends.
Esp my 2 darlings. :D thank you. The repeated hugs & etc, touched.
Also, thanks to Mich, Atika especially ( who kept comforting me before I took my results ), & Nazri & also to 4e5 for congratulating me.

Although one subject is done, although the results for my chinese was good.
But it doesnt means that for my other results, I will get the same.
I'll not get proud of it, so I'll work even harder so that next year, I will cry tears of joy again. :D
& to those who's disappointed in their results.
Jiayou oh, dont give up so easily.
Because, you never know that you will succeed in it again.
Dont because of one setback & hold you back in whatever you doing.
So, JIAYOU oh. I'll support all of you ! :)



Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome. -Booker T. Washington

Facts about life.

You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there.


If, this was to applied to me. How I wish, it was true.
With all this pretence on me, I feel so emotionally tired.
A smile, doesnt means that I'm happy with my life.
A shed of tear, doesnt means that I'm unhappy with my life.

Yes, I got tons of troubles bottling up in me.
But, I dont want to share it all out.
Dont ask me why I'm moody.
Dont ask me why I'm behaving this way.
For once, I just want to be myself.
I have the rights, to choose what I want to do in my life.
Dont even bother asking me whats happening.
If I want to say, I'll say.

For once, I just want all Bastards to disappear right in front of me.
A lesson / fact that I learnt so far : You never know what lies in a person, until you knew the truth.

Yes, I finally knew the truth.
& thanks for letting me know.
Bastards, how I wish all of you can disappear right in front of me.
Your presence, makes me feel so damn freaking disgusted.
Bastards, you have no rights to judge me for who I am.
Bastards, how I hope you will not have an easy life in the future.



But also, thanks Rowena & Jocelyn for being with me .
All this while, thanks for letting me crying out comfortably in front of you girls.
Thanks for the hug when I needed one,
thanks for the encouragement given,
those stupid jokes that made to cheer me up.
I never forget these, truly. Thanks. :]
16 years of life, I learnt the cruelity of life.
But, there's something that always give me much joy.
&, thats Both of YOU! :]
Sry, but I cant stop crying right now.
Because, memories of stuff that we did together, came playing in my mind.
Just 3 words, I love you. :P

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.

& this, is what I wanted to say.
But never had the chance to say infront of you girls.

Jocelyn ah jocelyn, Jiayou oh.
not only in studies, r/s or family matters.
But, also in all things that you want to achieve in your life.
Dont make the wrong decisions that will made you regret again.
I just want you to know, thanks for being there.
there's an attraction force b/w us, that never separates.
PRELIMs coming, & sooon O's.
Dont give up so early, you can do it de. Okay ?
You have been improving, dont always so negative-minded.
Things might turn out differently. :]
Lastly, all the best. & ILY <3!


Rowena ah rowena, nothing to say to you leh. :DD
Okay lah, tomorrow is finally your POP.
& happy to know that, you've gotten the highest rank.
I'm of course proud of you luh. Next time, call you Ma'am Rowena. :DD
Hah, ohyeah. You still owed me a Polar Bear Hug.
I've been pestering like dont know how long, but you die die dont want give me. D:
Darling ah, you also ah. Must jiayou in your studies.
Although I know you've been studying alot uh.
You ah, dont so crazy le.
Must wen rou yi dian ma, later guys see le run away.
Then they ask themselves : Why this girl so crazy ? Is it never eat medicine. :D
But, I just like the crazy side of yours.
If not, why will I always be so happy beside you.
You got this cheerfulness that will go around spreading to others.
Thanks for everything you done, ILY tooooo. <3!



Girls, I'm not good in expressing words nor in actions.
But, I just want to say.
This friendship of ours, will never be broken. :)
& girls, I really really do love you loads.

Get Well Soooooon. :D

Darling ah darling, please get well soon oh.
You know so much things happen when you're not around me. )':
Anyway, I feel so wierd when you're not right beside me.
During history & bio lesson, you wasn't sitting beside me.
During recess, you did not came in to my class & crap about stuff.
For one whole day, I didnt scold you Bitch, or I HATE YOU stuff like that.
It feeeels so wierd.
You're not there to listen to my complains.

& & Darling, please please get well soooooon.
Because, I really hope that you can go to Sentosa this saturday.
Because, its been so long since we last had a real fun. Right ?
Drink more water, okay ?

& I hope to see you sooooon.
Saturday, I really hope that you can come.
But, if you're still feeling unwell. Forget it, okay ?
We will go again, another time. :)

LOVES!