Nightmares.

Oh, like finally I updated on my blog.
But, maybe its my last tooooo. D:
Firstly, I think I really need to stop using the computer & watching shows.
Because, all these can be done after O.
Secondly, left a few months to O, & I still can slack around doing nothing. -.-
& so, I decided. After holiday, I'll try to stop the temptations around me.
Booooooo.
Anyway, I also have no idea what should I post about.
But, just recently, having nightmares all the night.
Its so scary, & thinking about it makes me go, ohmfg.
Goosebumps. ! *screams*

Off to go watch video. D: HAHAH!
IloveSS501! :DD
&&, my mum just cut her hand when she's chopping something.
Gross, I saw the bloood keep flowing out of her hand. eeeeeeew.
But luckily dad was at home, so he helped to clean the wound.
Ouch, she didnt even cry. & there I go thinking, if it happens to me, I will go dizzy once I see the blood, if not, shouting for help. LOLS!

Toooodles. :D

Dramatic change.

Finished burning the videos & pictures from my com to a disc for cousin.
Like finally. D: LOLS !
Unsure if today will be a long post or what, but I think it will be quite long ba. :/
Back to track, last week dont know what day.
After lesson, went Rowena house. Because she wanted to cook one meal for me. :DD
& coooool , reached her house, then started.
See her prepare everything, like so TOUCHED mansx. :P
I was over there, oooooh, so sweeeeeet. LOLS.
Finished, then ate the noodle. Rating ah, 5/5. :DD
Really very nice eh. XD Still got more meals waiting for me. Hehh.
Then, went her room. Was so funny that I cant stop laughing.
Because, she put something over her bear. Like, afraid that her bear would get cold like that.
Started laughing, all the way.
Then walked home after that, since its just a few blocks away. :D


This was our NOODLE.

This week, same lesson all the way. Like, sian.
Especially for Bio. D: So boring.
One of the lesson for bio was to do the genes bla shit.
Due to boredom, used the material to make into a ring. :DD
I know la, its lame. But, nothing to do what.


This was the ring I make. :DD

Then art programme, do coursework.
Mich used my phone to zilian. LOLS. See below. :D


Mich smiling to all of you. :D

& finally, June holiday programme was over.
Can PARTY. But sadly, so many h/w waiting for me to be done. .___. So saaad.
Anyway, its over already. Haaa.
Last Saturday, went over to cousin 21 years old Birthday Party.
I was the camera woman la, because was busy taking videos & pictures.
Eat, chat, slacked.
Picture speaks everything. :D


This is my cousin, WanLin. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY !


The cake. :D Cooool right.


Family Picture, ooooh. & I saw my future sis-in-law in it.
Neh, that girl standing between my dad & brother. :D


COUSINS! with my future da sao again la. :D


& lastly, the 3 families together. :DD

I just simply love this picture, because, its so perfect.
Perfect in the way that, all members of the family is in there.
So seldom that we took a family photo together. Cooooool~ :P
Anyway, I got one future da sao in it, also a future brother in it.
Both people, all in the picture.
15 people in it wor. So, 爽。
Because, my Da Jie Jie going to get married soooon.
Latest by next Jan. :D Then means, New year got one more Ang Bao. LOLS!
Thats my brother said one, not me, okay.
Later you people think I money face. =.=


Oh great, SS501 coming to Singapore for their 1st Asia Concert.
Asked mummy yesterday night if I could go, since its already after O level.
& I will used my own money to pay the ticket, so she said yes. :DDDDDD
So yipee yay yay ! :D Their songs actually quite nice leh.
Ohohoh, cant wait for Dec to come. :D
So now, is to find someone whose willing to go to the concert with me. :D

Actually planned to go Parkway today with friends or what.
But, due to I didnt go around msging people, asking if they free.
So, in the end I stayed at home.
Maybe next monday or next week then go ba.
Anyway, father's day is coming. Fretting over what to buy for my dad. D:
Any ideas, eh ?

Yesterday night, tossed around the bed until 1 plus and finally went to sleep.
Was thinking over the same thing that had been troubling over me for the past few days.
Sadly, I needed someone to talk to.
Everything's piling up in me, but I got no one to turn to last night.
Darling, asleep.
Who else can I find ?
Went down my contact list, really got no idea who to call.
Even if I call, I might be disturbing them.
So, in the end. Forced myself to go back to sleep.
Darling going for her NPCC camp tomorrow till Sunday.
I wonder, within this period of time, who can I really turn to. )':

I dont know what revenge you really wanted.

What I know was only, you're being selfish. To her, & to yourself.

She was there for you, when you was at your lowest point of time.

It was her, who gave you all the encouragements, being there for you.

But, because if one small thing, you decide to spoil the friendship b/w you both.

& all in your mind, was to have revenge & to settle the thing asap.

Dont you know that, she's upset because both of you is no longer friends.

What she really wanted, was just a friendship.

When she showed me all the messages, the heart sank.

Yes, It sank. Completely.

Yes, she was right. She got her own life, she got her rights whether to tell me the truth or not.

What's wrong telling me all that?

Its not like she or you did something wrong that couldnt tell me right?

& yet, you treated her that way. I dont know what happen to you, but you becaome the one that I no longer know.

Yes, I should stop blabbering all about this.

What I want to know it, isnt there any solution to resolve the things anymore?

Is what revenge you really wanted?

If it is so, go ahead. Get your revenge & settle your things asap.

If that will make you more happy instead.

Yes, I dont know what's the defination for friendship.

So much things happened lately, including the things around me.

I wont ever, ever, ever fall for you.

If this, still cant wake you up. I really dont know what to expect more from you.
You're not the one I knew anymore.

& as always, I always think that friends should help each other.
But yet, when a friend fall apart just because A thinks that B is pissing A off.
& A starts to avoid B.
What kind of friendship is this, actually.
Right now, I pity B. Not because of this, but because B lose a friendship.
Great, you make me want to lose this friendship with you.
Thankyousomuch.

If a friendship is so vulnerable to break,

then I choose not to have any friendship with you.

Cos' you giving me the impression,

that a friendship worth nothing to you.

I'm feeling so down, right now.

Mock Practical yesterday.
Ehehehe. I did something so SWEEEEET to Darling.
The owner of this blog, wake up at 6 plus, specially to send a GOOD LUCK msg to Darling. :DD
But sadly, this ROWENA L. wont cry one sia.
Finished sending the msg & after reading her reply, I quickly went back to my lala-land. :P
Woke up again at 9 plus, prepared. & left home.
Surrendered phone, & waited. Blashit.
Okay, Jaclyn had to help me on my bunsen burner first, & both of us got nagged at.
Whatever shit. Asssss.
Flunk the paper, because I all dont understand. D:
&& Darling waited for me for 1 hour. So XIN FU ! :D :D :D :D :D :D
LOLS ! Went inter, to pay Darling library fine.
After that, went Long John for lunch.
Laughed throughout the meal, because stupid things keep happening.
& we got to say : Pretend you see nothing. LOLS !
After that, something hilarious happened. Walked out of lj busy laughing.
Then saw Shengwei & Jason. Their face was so hilarious, especially Shengwei one.
Laughed throughout again. :D
& we dont know said 'Gay' for how many times.
Because, we keep seeing guys with wierd hairstyles, & the clothes they wearing.
Bus-ed back home. :D

Starting of the June holiday lessons.
First day, late already. But, its the bus came late.
Waited from 7:30 to 7:45, then come the bus. Shitholes.
Lessons as usual, Rowena Darling start whining when she saw her name for the POA afternoon lessons, & its her "favourite" teacher to teach her somemore. :D
Accompanied her from 1 to 2. & went home.
Haha, Darling now should be still listening to the teacher voice.
Wonder if she's sleeping or going to fall asleep or still awake. :DD
HAHA! DARLING, JIAYOU ohhh ! XD

I love my Darling ! :DD
She's such a nice person.
Oh, & she says she's gonna cook 2 meals for me.
SOOOOOOO TOUCHED ! T.T
Heh, waiting for the day to come to come. :P
ROWENA L. ! WHY TIMES ALWAYS PASS SO FAST WHEN I'M W/ YOU ?
Booooooooooooooo ! ^^
I want an outing with her soooooon. :DDDDDD

Oh, & I'm so fcuking pissed off now.

Who are you to keep questioning me like that.

I find it, FREAKING, FUCKING, PISSED! IRRITATED!

JUST GO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!

DAMNHELLYOUPEOPLE.SHITASS!

GOBANGWALLCAN!

SO MANY COMMENTS, THEN GO COMMENTS ON OTHER PEOPLE.

LAZY TO BOTHER WITH YOU PEOPLE.

BE MORE MATURE CAN, ACT LIKE A GROWN UP.

YOU THINK YOU STILL YOUNG?!

SO LAME. SO BTH. SO ANNOYING.

Oh, phew. Feel much more better now.

Tomorrow then complain to Darling. I bet she also screamed out her lungs. :DD

Not going to waste more of my energy on those immature people.

Hey, get a life ? If not, get a brain.

I think, even dog is much more clever than you. :]

Its OVER ! :D

Finally, chinese O level has ended. Yes, wheeeee ~
Eh, no idea. But practically, find the paper quite okay.
Only when they request to 自由发挥, I think I totally write crapsx. :/ Whatever.
I already aiming for a A. If I got B3, hehehe. Off you see me retaking the paper again.
Whatever la, I dont know what to comment also.
Wait until the results come out then see how ba.

Oh, & one hilarious thing happen to ROWENA L. today.
During the break, waiting for the paper 2 to start.
She was running towards me, & then. She nearly FALL.
I think the floor was slippery la, the expression she got on the face was so HILARIOUS that I just cant stop laughing.
Then there she goes : Got people see not. Wabiang, very ps eh. :DD
I was like, HAHAHAHAHA! *ROFL*
Its really damn hilarious laaaduh.
Even when I'm doing my paper 2, when I think of the scene she nearly falls & the expression she got on her face. I cant stop myself from laughing. But, I did control la. Later teacher thinks I cheat. :/

Went Mac for lunch none other than Darling.
We got to Scissors, Paper, Stone to decide who go & buy the meal.
In the end, I lost. WHATEVER!
Funny conversation, cant stop laughing when I'm with this clumsy girl !
Library, borrowed books.
Rowena Darling is so ........ I dont know what to say.
The books that I choose for her, she just said this : This book dont appeal to me. =.=
& then, she choose book also must choose if the book cover is hard or soft.
But, its still a book. Right, Darling ?
In the end, she still cant borrow. Because, she still havent paid her loan. :DD Laughs!
Went home after that, I love sitting bus rides with her.
Because, we will have non-ending conversations.

Mum asked me how's my test.
Told her, & also told her & demonstrate how Rowena L. nearly fall infront of me.
My mum laughed also. See see, darling. Your clumsiness makes my mum laugh at YOU !
BOOOOOOO ~! :P
I told my mum about this specific person, & she starts shaking her head with diapproval.
LOLS ! Darling, tomorrow then tell you the secret. :DD
Gossip time tomorrow again !

Ohgreat, tomorrow's Mock Practical.
But, I cant even open the bunsen burner, & they wants me to do the whole experiment by myself.
Disgusting. Oh, I'm gonna die tomorrow. HAHAHAHA!
I'm in shift 3 ! Dont need so early wake up & stay there till 1:30.
Darling, 委屈你了。哈哈，明天见哦！:DD