Fatigue drowning in .

They're the light that always shines , ensuring that I'm not alone at all .

Okay , I'm so dead beat tired. Sore throat & damn flu make it even more worse for me now . s:

Alright , Jocelyn darling was right . Maybe because of the moodswing of weather.

Sometimes , hot . Sometimes , cold . Is the weather having his or her PMS ? HAHAHAHA !

& somemore, walking under the sun to school . Then once step inside the gate , all the aircon machiam freeeeee electricity like that . Keeep blow blow blow . How to dont get sick like that ?!

Well , stop ranting anyway . Sick means sick already .

Bought orange strepsils today before I entered into my class , & I treat the strepsils like my sweet. Keep eating every minute when the strepsils in my mouth either dissolved or get chewed at to small broken pieces and swallow it down to my tummy .

They : KENGLIN , CANNOT EAT LIKE THAT LEH ! OVERDOSE LIAO LAAAAA!

Me : HEHEHEHE , get used to it liao la . I eat so many times also never overdose . my immune system loves strepsils tooo ma .

& they give me the stunned look whenever they saw me from 12 strepsils slowly becoming to 6 then to 3 . LOLS . I still have another pack for tomorrow . :DD

Programming module today was HEADACHE !

We need to do different shapes and sizes and colors for the task.

Waikit sent me a file that he once do for his year 1 , its patrick but he did it in the programming with flowers design. I tell you , I FALL IN LOVE AT ONE SIGHT ! its so unique , I means , really so different from others. So CUTE ! Showed the team mates, & they were like WOW !

Starting to warm up with the people there already , actually most of them are perfect .

But I still miss 4E5 though . )':

I didnt know that today was Thursday . Time passes esp fast in poly , especially when you keep face your lappy and keep finding research for powerpoint presentation.

Then listen to the each team presentation , then to the teacher one , & jiu YAY ! Home sweeeeet home . :D

During lunch break , went to lecture room for more briefing on our course .

Went with Chinyee , Clara & Huifang .

Crapped alot in the lecture room , when the chairperson is repeating whatever she said during the FOP.

Lunch-ed , & great me accidentally close my programming window which means all the data I been keying into just disappeared in just one click at the X place . *cries*

Redo again , which eating my lunch .

Presentation was CRAP again . All team was not ready , need collate this and collate that , where got time to finish in time .

Luckily , faci give chances . :s

After school , went to the cca booth to decide what to choose .

Actually , I was being persuaded to join the CYPHER club which was specialised for the school of IT.

Because , of the CLARA loooooor , she ah , keep say join la , better than you go join other cca with no friends inside ma . *nod head*

LOLS . in the end , signed up with them and cousin . :DD

its kind of a student union , during events like next year Freshman orientation , or any CYPHER camp , they will send an email to you and if you want you just go , which can earn CE points .

But if never go , they also wont deduct your CE points .

So basically , you just go there , play around , enjoy yourself , like a madwoman . Esp with CLARA there , I think I will go crazy just by talking to her . Cos she will ding zui one can .

Okay , I'm signing off till here .

YAY ! meeting darling or darlings for dinner tomorrow . :D

Which means , pictureeees time .

Bother-less

The best damn thing in life is to know that your friends always stands by you no matter what happens .

Okay , how long did I not post my blog ?
Hah , a week I supposed .
Well , so far lessons were enjoyable . :DD
New friends were friendly , but I prefer my secondary classmates though .
Few jokers in our class , so it wont be that dead at least .

Okay , all the back rewind to Saturday .
Meet up with Jocelyn Darling to Tampines first . To get accessories .
Swenswens aftermaths . :D deliciooooous .
Trained down to Dhoby Ghaut after that , shopped for her lappy bag & her school bag .
In the end , I bought one too . A couple bag , just that its different colour only . HEHEHEH !
Next up , we will have the same handphone . AGAIN , JOCELYN IS A COPY HUMAN ! :P
Bus-ed to Bugis , headed down to Blujazz . Strawberry Margarita . :D
Shall try another drink next time I go there again . Maybe , 2 weeks later ? HAHAHA !
I know I know , I'm loving to drink nowadays . Its so SHIOKING .
& then took pictures there , gossiped as usual . Shared about our life .
Life , there's nothing that we can do . :s
Left around 9 as the place is being booked for a party from 9:30 onwards .
Were alittle insane after that , laughing like some madwoman . HAHAHA !
& trained down to Bedok & slacked . Calmed down , & left for home .

Nothing much , there's nothing interesting in my life right now .
Other than , wake up , go to school , take bus , sleep , eat , chatting with buddies @ msn , trying to webcam with each other but failed . Esp Joshua's we cant even webcam , but we can see our face on the window though . *insert annoyed face*
Then trying to see when am I free to plan for another outing with darlings or buddies .
HEH . Daddy's birthday is coming in 6 days time . :D

I LOVE MY FAMILY SUPER UBER MUCH !
I LOVE MY FRIENDS PRETTY MUCH !
They're all my pillar of strength & a pill of happiness . (:

What I want is your answer

Gastric is in pain now .
Firstly , didn't have much today for lunch .
Secondly , ate too much for dinner .
Thirdly , maybe I'm just too stressed up . Whenever I'm stressed up , I just don't feel well . :s

I think , I'm not going to bother anymore .
Because , I don't have the rights to interfere in your life .
Yes , I'm just too nosy for you .
I'll stop , from now onwards .

I just wanted to hear some answers from you .
But it seems like , I won't be able to get your answer .
Then forget it . Girl , you gotta be strong .
This is not going to be the same anymore .

Yes , I know i'm not your priority .
& you'll never be mine . Anymore .
It's too tiring to know that the more you cared , it will become a problem in the end .
& to even know that the other party doesn't bother .

Afterall , after all these turns , I realized who actually cared .
It's like a roller coaster ride .

I'll never know how to express my gratitude to those who cared .
To those who can instantly knew that something was wrong with me , & tried to cheer me up just at the moment .

I'll be alright soon .
Goodbye . This ride , I can no longer take it anymore .

& I know you do .

It's already pass midnight . *yawn*
Anyway , went to celebrate ahgong's birthday 9 hours earlier .
Watched hello baby using ahyi lappy .
Till around 6 plus , left to the restaurant venue located at changi , SIA airlines . Like LOLS .
Gave ahgong his prezzie , a massager .
12 dishes , & the portions is really huge . Normally , I will just take 1 serving for all kinds of food . Except for today , I needa take 2 or 3 .
It's really so omg alot . The food is more than enough for 10 people . :s
While eating , you can stare outside & see the aeroplane flying above your head .

Been helping brother to do some electronic thingy . I just need to put a layer of glue around the needle , & he just need to place the needle in some small black container . We just completed one set , which means he just earned his 12.50 bucks . :D
I'm gonna pester him to buy me kinder breno as my reward . Heh .

Camp from Monday to Wednesday . *faints* hope it's fun though .

Anyway , Jocelyn darling
I read your blog post . & I know your worries .
One of your greatest one , is that you're afraid that one day , we will not be as close as we used to be .
& seriously , you this stupid silly girl . Hah , *point at you & talk sense into you *
I'll never let these happen , to US . (:

I'm not a fool to let go of one of my best precious thing .
Poly starting , & actually , there should be an outing for us before school life starts again .
& this new school life is a new beginning .
We will not be able to see each other in school , or even having the same class . ):
But this doesn't means that I will 喜新厌旧 .

You never know how Rowena & you meant to me .
It's like , this bond will never be broken . Threesomes always .
& of course , in all friendships , there will tend to be a quarrel among each of us .
But in the end , it's still fine .

The best damn thing is that , you will always be with me no matter what happens .
Although you're not there by me , but you know , you're always emotionally there .
Because , I know that you cared for all single little small things that happened to me .
It's like , no matter what happen to me , you see that as a major problem .
I'm truly lucky to have you as my friend , girl .
Cos you never fail to be there .
Remember those tough periods I got , you was the one who pulled me out . Who never fails to lend me your ear for me to rant , your shoulder for me to lean on & cry for all I want .
You were always there , asking me out . Cheering me up , texting & showing all your concern through texts .

How will I able to break this friendship of ours ? Silly girl . (:
I'll always be there too . We still can meet up during weekends , or have dinner together every Friday .
There's definitely a chance for us to meet .
& I know how much you missed me . This really touched me .
Hah , I missed you , & am still missing you . (:

All the best in your poly life .
I'll always be your friend , forever .

Tears is all I left .

I'm done with clearing my thoughts .
I'm done with crying like a big idiot .
I'm done with everything that upsets me .
It's all done , just left with a answer .

Okay , my eyes are red , puffy .
My nose is blocked . Waiting for it to be unblocked , so that I could get my sleep .
crying really does helped though . Helped me getting tired . :s
Although it's not as if I'm not tired enough .
I'm both emotionally & physically .

I'm on my own now . I'm gonna be strong .

& lastly , I miss my super Rowena darling , & not missing out my lovely Jocelyn darling .
I'm missing both of you like crazy .

Bye .

GENTING TRIP

COUSIEEE & ME ! :DD

Well , shall not elaborate much on my trip .
I only can say that , long bus rides bore me out .
The moment I step into the coach , straight away , listen to my songs & off I lay there asleeep .
6 hours bus ride to Genting . *faints*

Day 1 :
Reached Genting around 1 plus . Lunch-ed , check-ed in .
Shopped around .
Buffet for dinneeer . foooood was delicious , appetite was GREAT !
Fall asleep at 11 plus . :s

Day 2 :
Woke up at 8 plus .
Buffet for breakfast . not much choices of foood .
Buy ticket for bus ride down to KL . Journey : 1 hour ++
Buy ticket for monorail . trained down to some part of KL .
Lunched at one shopping mall .
Bought chocolates , biscuits , cardholder for brother ( he wanted one long ago ) .
Shopped around till 5 plus , back to Genting .
Put all our shopping stuff at hotel , walked outside for dinner .
Misty , & coooooling . :D

Day 3 :
Aunt went casino while we were sleeping .
Packed all our stuff , checked out . & lunched at Mac.
Went around shopping for some small souvenirs .
Didnt bought much , cos nothing appeals . :x
Took the coach , with TV & GAME ! the previous one , the bus driver didnt on it for us .
So , watched one movie . Played SUPER MARIO !
Continue to sleeeeep again .
Bought fooods at a stop . For papa esp , & the rest for relative .
Reached Singapore around 8 plus 9 .
Dinner-ed . Cabb-ed back down to Aunt house .

& now I'm back home . Took a nap from 12 plus till 4 plus .
In between , woke up a few times to reply my msg . :s
Sorreh R darling , cant pei you go Tamp starhub today . Meeeet up sooon . (:
Just finished uploading all the pictures @ FB .
Feeling a little tired as usual .
I AM SUPER NOT USED TO SINGAPORE TEMP ! :x
Slowly get used to it then . LOLS !
off I go playing my FB game . :D

:D

Okay , I'm here to blog for a while before I left for my aunt house & my trip to genting . :D
Friday & Saturday was spent with none other my Rowena darling .
Summarize for friday :
Suntec city - watched Diary of the Wimpy Kid - bought ice cream @ Marvellous - City hall - darling treat dinner - japanese buffet - damn full after that - trained back home .

Summarize for Sat :
went rowena home first - walked to Kampong Chai Chee for K - sang from 2 all the way to 6 plus - ahma's home for dinner .

Pictures are all in FB .
I packed all my stuff in my bag already .
Passport , chargers , itouch , camera , phone . CHECKED ! :D
Jacket , shirts , shorts , jeans . CHECKED ! :D
In the moooood of travelling already .
But but , this means that , I'll miss everyone . ):

I'll definitely miss dearest , darlings , sister , papa & mama .
& my piglet , pooh & pink panther . )':

Waiting for my aunt to come over & fetch me .
Will back to blog by wednesday or thursday . With pictures definitely .

<3 !

Define LOVE

When we love , we do not seek on our own interests .

Rather we think in the interests of the ones we love .

So whenever we love , it hurts .

But love is a stage of calmness , maturity , not an impulse .

It protects us from being hurt .

Raining seasons for the past few days , there goes my plan of going to ecp for cycling .

But right now , there's sun out there . :s

Slept till 1 plus today , & finally willing to wake up .

Super uber bored these few days . I want many many outings before I starts school .

Received a msg from R , & was so happy for her .

Last long , darling . (: OKAY ! I GOT FOOLED BY HER ! D:

These few days have been life-less .

Firstly , was because I'm way toooooo bored .

Secondly , too much things happened .

Thirdly , I dont have the intention to liven up my moood .

Okay , I've got tricked by KENGHAO .

HAPPY APRIL FOOL . pfffffft , how I wanna take his head and bang already .

Anyway , I miss chinese lesson so much that I wanna find someone who's willing to chat with me on msn using chinese . CAN?!

I miss writing chinese words on paper or my workbook . ):

I wanna go back to secondary 3 or 4 life .

Lastly , I miss studying .

I miss wearing my school uniform .

I'm wondering , if things are too hard for me , or us to continue .

Isnt it hinting us something or giving us a red signal ?

Sighs .

Its time to slowly pack up all my stuff into my bag already .

If not , I dont think I have the time to do so .

I'm half officially moving over to my aunt house .

Because , this owner doesnt like to travel so much .

& if lesson starts in the morning , this means that this owner gotta wake up early .

I DONT LIKE LACKING OF SLEEEEP !

So , I'm gonna stay at my aunt house when school or lessons are early for me .

But , I'll be coming back to my orginal home if my time table permits me to .

Dont miss me . :D esp darlings . HAH , when I'm at bedok I'll give both of you a call for a meetup .

& maybe a brand new place , means a brand new start afterall ( if things really changed ) .

Okay , off I go watching show . (:

Month ahead

It's the first day of April . & it's April fool day .
Not in the moood of tricking other people into these .
Well , I'll definitely miss secondary school life though . When the first thing you stepped into the school or saw people who you knew , & they already used their tricks on you without knowing .
Like , hey ! You dropped your money , there's an insect behind you , & many more .
Because , I'm always the one who fall for their tricks .
Especially the insect part . :s last time , I'll always fall for their tricks was because I didn't know that that particular day was April fool day .
But this year I'm wiser , I remembered . (:
so what if I remembered , because I can't use this tricks on anyone .

It's April already . Ohmygoooooood .
Which means poly life is going to start soon .
After around 4 months of relaxing , or not touching any books for tests whatever .
We're going to start our next 3 years of study life .
Anyway , bye march . & hi , April . (:

I'm done with my post .
Simply , I don't even feel like blogging actually .
Firstly , I can't fall asleep .
Secondly , I just simply got nothing to do so I choose to blog .

Okay , off I go & continue staring at my wall till I'm sleepy to sleep .